Went shopping yet again yesterday and most stuffs i bought were actually unplanned. The only ting i planned to buy was shoes but i ended up buying more stuffs.
Finally bought my lenses as i hate wearing specs as it creates pressure on my nose bridge. Went to Orchard to shop and boy did i regret it. It fucking rain heavily and there's like pools of water everywhere. Luckily i wore berms and sandals as my shoes would definitely be spoiled lor.
One ting i have to say is dat GAP paper bag sucks! I din know that the colour would run if it hits water and the blue colour of the paper bag fucking stain my white berms lor. Plus that berms is new leh, juz wore it yesterday.
After shopping for shoes, trained back to Tampines to meet my Yeobos luells and Blair. Missed them so much eventhou we juz met like few weeks back.haha.
Luells had to go back early so i accompanied Blair for shopping till 9+. It was suppose to be only Blair shopping but i ended up shopping too. Saw sumbody super cute at ______. Not going to say the shop name as i'm super selfish when it comes to cuties.lol.
Super cute plus knows how to joke with customers. 18 or 19?(inside joke). The following hour or so we still can't get our mind of the cutie.haha.
I checked my savings acct balance and i fucking spend _____. I kept all the receipts and calculated my whole month spenditure and it totals up to like a whole month pay leh.How??
I'm like addcited to shopping/online shopping. How am i gonna live after i stop working?how?? Plus i still wanna buy my ______ and ______. I need at least 1k? Should i like find a fucking rich but definitely old partner? but those old perverts juz wants sex! and imagine having to make out with sumbody old enough to be your grandparents. Imagine the he rotten and wrinkled pussy/dicks!
Gosh i'm disgusting. I dun fucking make any sense izit? watever my mind filled with images of cutie. *sings* I want nobody nobody but Cutie!I want nobody nobody but Cutie!lol
and ooh, can i have a nose as fake as Kim Hyun Joong's?
Seriously i have always toght that his nose bridge looks damn artificial.
Plus can i have a hot body like Ajoo's?
Fucking hot rite the body. Girls and guys drooling over him now izit. Look at those abs! Every guys dream lor.
P/s: i dunnoe why i kept on using the word fuck in this post.
My body is still tired and i just feel like nua-ing at home for another few more days. However, i have quite a number of stuffs to do. Like i have to find 6 presents for all the November and December babies. Out of 6, i have to use my money for 5.
If separating from my own money is not bad enough, the thought of having to think what is appropriate to buy for each person is tiring too lor. Furthermore, i am very fickle minded. If at first i toght of buying clothes, the next minute i would be thinking of buying another stuff as the person might oready have alot of clothes. So i will keep changing my mind till the very moment i'm needed to pay the cashier. That's how fickle i am.
Then on 10th going out with Primary school friends. Need money again. The end of the year always leave me broke lor. Then there is the preparation for my holiday on 19. After that X-Mas sumore. Plus i need to buy new digi cam! Planning to buy tis Tuesday. I was thinking of Canon Ixus 80 IS.
Planning to get the brown one. Wanted to get a Sony camera that i fell in love with at first sight. Got brown one oso but it cost a f-ing $500. Someone sponsor me half that price then i get it can?haha. Anw, heard alot of good stuffs bout Canon camera so maybe it will work as well as the $5oo Sony Camera and not spoil easily like my previous Samsung one. Damn cheapskate i tell you.
See how much money i have to separate with?
Right now i cannot promise on any planned outing as, as soon as i get a call from work, i have to go. So now have been staying at home and finishing up to as much episodes of the Drama i'm watching as possible. If watching two dramas on which one has up till 100+ episodes is not enuf to keep me busy, i was introduced to another one and i'm hooked to it. To add to that, i have still have performances at Youtube i have to watch. Is my life busy or wat?
Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ Teenagers Relationship.
Being in a relationship while still studying? i bet most parents forbid that becoz as teenagers, our top priority is to excel academically and being in love is the Adult's world. Our world is all about numbers, words, calculations and more words and EVEN MORE words!haha. With all that occupying our fist sized brain, i dun think all this love nonsense can fit in right?
In the first place, i dun even think that relationship during teenage years is mostly based on love. It is more to lust and pure satisfaction. By satisfaction, i mean the feeling of superiority when we have a boyfriend or girlfriend to boast off. Especially for teenagers who are very self-concious, they want to have a boyfriend or girlfriend to feel more confident about themselves as maybe they feel they are fat or ugly and get teased because of it so by having a boyfriend or girlfriend, they can show to people that they do have the charm to be in a relationship. In the first place, there is no ugly people in this world. Only lazy people.I read and heard that from alot of bloggers and i think it is somewhat true.
I mean no matter how ugly you think you are, but with littlemore extra work you spent on grooming yourself then those blessed people who are gorgeous naturally, you can definitely be more appealing if not beautiful. For me, i think being unhygienic is a bigger turn off than being ugly.
Some other reason why i think it is not ok to be in a relationship in our teenage years:
Immature When was the last time you used the 100 bucks you had and transfer it to your bank account to save for future use in case of emergency instead of spending it on new arrival shoes or more clothes than your wardrobe can fit? i think that never happens right? as teenagers, our thinking is very shallow. We only think about the present and not much about the future. When our parents give us 50 bucks, we spend it all not thinking to save it for some other days. That is because we are still immature in thinking. We are still expecting fun and more fun from life and our parents try their best to distant us away from the reality and bitterness of life. So when we experience the ups and down of life, we do not know how to cope with it and crumble. I have seen too many teenagers like myself especially girls crying as if sumbody died after a break-up. Night and day they will be pondering about the reason for the break-up and can't seem to accept reality.That is because we are still immature in life and also love. Our mind is not matured enough to be in love or even think about being in love. Truthfully, we do not know what love is. We just think love is when a girl like a guy or a guy like a guy whichever that is, then that is love. But no, that is not love. Love is sumting more deep, more complex and complicated that even adults can't handle, much less teenagers.
Expecting too much All the fairytales and the happy ever after we watch when we were kids help us understand that life is fun and love is beautiful but not much of a help when we grow. Looking at how beautiful and happy the characters were in the fairytales, you will expect that being in a relationship would always be with laughter and no sadness. So when the first fight comes, you end up dissapointed because you put so much hope that your relationship would be as happy as a fairytale. You would also compare. Like, how come my bf/gf never do this for me ah? in the fairytale or love story i watch, the gf/bf always do this wat. You would end up complaining always. In the end, the relationship turns sour.
Peer-pressure Especially in secondary school life during our rebelious and curious stage, we would always be jealous of what our friend have. When we see our friend have a bf/gf picking them up and waiting for them,going for recess together,have someone to rely on. We end up jealous. Then when the friend instigate you to have a bf/gf, you would follow what the friend say because to you,having a bf/gf is the coollest thing and if you dun have one, means you are not cool. You also would feel not wanted and not popular if you dun have a bf/gf whereas all your other friend have. The jeering "aiya, you so ugly of coz you dun have bf/gf la." made you lose face and determined to find a bf/gf at all cost just to prove to your friend.
Lust Seriously, all tv shows mostly from Hollywood are too obscene nowadays. Even channel 8 shows now have kising and sensual scene but Hollywood are more hardcore with all the moaning and groaning.lol. Of course, all those things can only be done between girlfriend and a boyfriend. So, being curious and a hot blooded teenager, you want to experience it for yourself. You want to know the feeling of kissing sumone. How it feels when someone gropes you and caresses you.haha. You find a gf/bf just to experience it. No wonder, there are more teenagers who are not a virgin than teenagers who are still a virgin like me! Passion for purity babe! Plus, my teacher once told me that sex is just a connection between two bodies and in order to have full satisfaction from it, it is best to be done with sumone you truly love. Well being a sec 1 boy and innocent, i obviously didn't think much about what was said. Now, being more educated,haha. I know what she mean by connection. Like in most manual, Step 1: Connect the cable into the PC. SO in other words it means insert the cable into the PC. SO connection between two bodies means.lol.
Money I do not understand why guys have to pay for everything when a couple goes out. From eating to entertainment, the guys always settle the bill. To be fair, some girls do offer to pay. For guys, Pride is everything and our ego are the thickest so we say no when the girls wanna pay. Some girls are sincere in paying but some knows a guys pride would hurt if a girl pay so they know the guy would obviously want to pay so only act2 lor.haha. It wouldn't be a problem for guys to pay when the couple go out but when you are still a teenager, you are not working. Thus, you wouldn't have much money. What our parents give also would not be enough for our own use, much more for two person? So when the couple goes out and the guys say "Let me pay for you" the girls please dun believe. He should say "Come, let my PARENTS pay for you". Like my mother always say "No Money=No Girlfriend!"haha.
Well those are 5 main reasons to why i think teenagers should not have a relationship. Especially in Secondary School life. Maybe you can fall in love when you are in Pre-University when we are working part-time maybe and earning some income but definitely no when we are still so young. Plus , why would you want to tie yourself down when you can have all the fun in the world while you can? Not being able to look at other gal/boy, all the jealousy.
Speaking for all the single teenagers out there. "Ha! I can look at all the girl/boy i want but you attached teenagers can't! i can sleep with all the gal/guy i want but you can't!haha."
A funny video to end this post.
p/s: I wanted to add pictures to the post but i am just not patient enough to wait for blogger to upload it all. So sorry.
Does money revolves around the Earth or does Earth revolves around the money?
Without money, it is not even possible to live in this world right now. Ok maybe if ur in Africa? but if you are in Singapore, everything is rising. Not only the buildings but also the cost for everything from food to oil. So no money means no live.
Looking for work nowadays is also difficult looking at the numbers of the unemployed and able bodied beggars. All the high ranking jobs is probably taken by some qualified foreigner and what is left is all those jobs that requires alot of work to be done but very little pay. No Singaporean will wanna take up that kinda job and in the end more foreigners will come here to take dat job and when there's alot of foreigners(i'm saying about the philippines, indonesian and BANGLADESHI'S), the ppl of Singapura complain.lol.
However, does the greedneed for money make us stoop so low to get money? Now, not only adults think about money but even students. Why? its because we wanna get ourselves stuffs that our parents won't buy for us.
Also, knowing that humans now think about money as much as they think about food which is like 24/7, do ppl really think they can buy anything with money?even buying someone else's dignity?
Some people are willing to act nice infront of this person they dun like just because of money. Let's put a scenario into place. So the main lead would be Oats, Motorcycle & HiHeart. Dun ask me about the weird names.haha
Ok so, Oats, Motorcycle and HiHeart has been friends for about 4 months. Oats appeared to be nice and humble eventhough he is rich during the first 2 months of friendship but showed his true colours after dat. He is seen as arrogant and showy by Motorcycle and HiHeart. However, Oats had said sumting to Loveshoo who is another friend about giving 500 bucks to all his friends. Loveshoo told Motorcycle and HiHeart about it. As 500 bucks is alot and they are still students and the 500 bucks can guarantee anything they want during the Singapore's Year End Sale, they decided to tolerate with Oats till he gave them the 500 bucks and would then say they dun wanna be his friends anymore. Sayonara.
Sounds like a good plan right? but how about their dignity?
$500 is tempting but do they have to stoop so low just to get that money? Money can be found anywhere with some effort put into it but when our Dignity is gone, it is gone forever right
Why must we be so pretentious-hypocritical just for dat amount of money(eventhough it is ALOT!)? Its obvious that sumone who gives a large sum of money to his friend is trying to buy the friendship right. He is definitely insecure with his group of friends and thus figures out dat by buying his friends, he is ensured to have friends with him.
However, i am sure all of us are worth more than 500 bucks right? I know i am! say $1 million?lol, give me $1 million and i'm yours(sings Jason Mraz I'm Your's)haha. I am serious ok.
okok, maybe not dat much. Since i have Indian blood and if i were to follow the custom, the bride's gonna pay the dowry right? so i will ask for $30 000.
Good deal ok, well i'm a Virgin! Innocent, Pure, kind hearted, sensible, caring and lots more. The Virgin part can only be promised now, not sure about the future.lol. Notice how i never describe about anything physical? well because i believe beauty is only skin deep.
lol,ok la. I admit, i am not hot right? not handsome, no lean body, no sharp nose, no big,tough,irresitible ____.(let your imagination run wild, its a 5 alphabet word. Answer is at the the end of this post)haha.
Wait, you know i am just being humble about my physicality right? I am definitely Hot, Handsome, Have a lean body, Sharp nose as sharp as a knife and of coz a big,tough,irresistible _____.*coughs
To concise everthing, i just want ppl to know that all of us are worth more than some $500 bill. We are all unique in own way and are so worthy! No one is useless unless they themselves think they are.
So eventhough life maybe difficult and the only way to get money is by stooping very low and also losing your dignity. Dun even think about it. Dun sell yourself just to get money. Work hard to find a good job.
Remember, God will not put you through an Obstacle that you can't overcome. All this little challenges you face in life are just obstacles for a better tomorrow and future.
Now for the answer, the 5 alphabet word is - - - - - - - - - - my Chest la.what were you guys thinking? my penis?lol. I dun wanna describe it and make you guys drool right.
I am so gonna be criticise for those last few words.haha
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