yes i may have kept quite to ur constant mood swing but sumtimes it juz go overboard?? one moment we may be toking happily then juz like a few mins later u would be like a totally different person..u would tok to me nicely and be so friendly when ur other frends are not wit you but when they are there u would treat me so coldly and give me the look..i hate the constant whisper u share wit ur frends and the look u all give me after dat..it juz makes me insencure..remember u telling me how u hate being treated badly by ur frends,juz so u noe..dats how i feel rght now..
its like i'm a magnet attracting cruel friends..they often tell me how they wish not to be treated dat way but in the end they treat me dat way..
well school was pretty mundane and moody for me..going well for the frst few periods..
F&N was the worst coz i basically juz break down and cried..its juz dat i can't control the emotions dat have been playing in my heart anymore..i have tried to undertsand each of ur problems and reasons to y ur treating me dat way but i juz cannot hold back the tears anymore..
its like i'm getting sick of having to face u all and ur attitude every single day of school..
i felt better after letting out my feelings and what i have kept for so long to tell sumone bout, to Amirah. nevertheless it was still hard for me to tell her wat i have told her..luckily she is understanding and good at giving advice..but Mira i tink i will juz keep to tis low profle frst coz i dunnoe how to confront tis ppl and tell them my feelings..
i tink i started smiling during lunch onwards..i think its funny when we all purposely went over to Carmen's sit as asked by Weixin coz the gals wanted to see BB's dimples..haha,he even saud he feel awkward and shy when we were there...Malay was ok as basically i was lauging to simple stuff like when Cikgu Nurul mipronounce a word wich makes it sound super funny..After school went straight home..took those two pics during F&N..Fangyi couldn't stop laughing la..dunnoe why..lol
