Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

Isn't it juz funny how u regret saying sorry for hurting sumone... and saying thank you to dat sumone hu had always been by ur side and be a good frend bcoz dat sumone did a silly mistake??? one ting i can't stand is last min changes..why did u have to say dat u can make it the day b4 and go back on ur words juz like one hour b4 sticking to our original plan..??.. why do u have to be freaking irritating and silly ALL the time..??.. why do u have to make promises dat u noe u can't keep..??.. Tis is like not the first time such tings happen... worst of all..it happens to be last min all the time.. You also like to boast bout every single ting but the way u want to tell me is so beating around the bush..like come on la, juz cut the chase.. i noe ur one of my closest buddy and u can tell me eveyting..but the way u want to tell me juz gave me the feeling dat ur not telling me but boasting to me.. U also want me to tell you everyting dat happen to my life..like wether there's a new person in my life all dat..but when it comes to ur turn to tell me..u tell me as if ur forced to..worst still i have to find out from another person..u noe how embarassing dat feel??ur suppose to be my good fren and i'm suppose to noe everyting bout u.. i had to lie dat i noe u had a new partner but the true fact is dat i don't.. Although you say dat i hurt u the most..i really do tink dat u hurt me the most..you sort off use me for personal gain..even strangers can see dat for goodness sake.. Sumtimes ur childish attitude gets to me so bad dat i juz want to punch you and bang ur head to the wall..like come on..ur 15 going to be 16 soon...GROW UP!! You always put me down..criticizing me and make me feel bad bout myself..bout everyting..tenn when the times come dat i can finally put you to ur place..u would rebel and resort to violence and names calling..another childish act..u noe dat u can't beat me if u resort to violence coz i'm stronger than you..a true man doesn't resort to violence all the time u noe..its juz funny how some guys use brawns to solve every dispute they have instead of their brains..such a shame to the other guys.. i mean..u have a brain..use it..dats like the main function of it anyway..sumtimes i juz wonder y i still cling on to you as a frend??am i desperate for a frend?? i dun tink so as i have lots more friends dat i can truly call best friends..friends liek for 5 to 6 years while you..only for 2 and a half years...but still i dun want to waste dat 2 and a half year bond dat i had wit you..
well i guess time will really tell me the answer..till then..
~shafiq~