Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

well...had NCDCC yesterdae...were suppose to practice for CCA Fair but we did some workout instead??haha..had to carry fire extinguisher and casualties up to the fourth floor as fast as possible so dat our grp wun have to clean up the place after dat..luckily we won..wohoo...haha..after dat went to loiter arnd for awhile wit the usual ppl...the sec 2s and one sec 1..haha..i juz dun seem to click enuf wit the sec 3s lah..only some of them...i oso dunnoe wether i am part of the sec 3s in my cca or not..its juz dat they dun seem to include me in any discussions they have..eventhough i hold a higher rank than this sec 3 guy..he seems to be more included in the discussions than i am..i dun tink the problems lie wit me..mayb bcoz i am from different class??? even during the camp we had not long ago..i was the only sec 3 hu slept in the classroom wit the sec 2s and sec 1s lah...obviously the SNCO will sleep in the NCDCC room..but wat abt the others hu are juz seargents like i am and even hu hold a lower rank than me?? i juz feel like an outcast when i'm wit them..feel more comfortable wit the sec 2s..seriously...they even orders McDonalds like early in the morn bout 1am plus...even the sec 3 gals were included..i was like the only sec 3 not included lah..i juz feel kinda useless actually??? haishh..maybe i am juz a simple guy hu is happy hanging arnd wit simple ppl...dat alot of ppl may call nerds...geeks..or watsoever...well u noe wat..they are far more better and honest than those so called 'cool' ppl...wanna say a big thank you to my pals in NCDCC hu had my years in dat cca meaningful..i tink they will noe hu they are...
~shafiq~