Its my off day again today and i rotted at home -_-". Every tuesday and thursday would be my off day and i would plan to meet up wit frends but i would just feel lazy when the day comes.lolx
I mean, i'm lazy to do my hair, fret over wat to wear and put on make-up(ahem..if you noe wat i mean:D). I get to do that everytime i have to work and school so when there's a chance not to do it, why not?
Even if i were to go out, i rather hang out at my homies crib to chill. Dun even ask me to travel all the way to Town unless there's a special thang going on there dat is not available elsewhere. Plus, like i said before, Town is a bore now, Simply to over-rated by Teens-a-gers.heh
Sumting random: everyting i blog bout is totally according to wat i'm feeling dat particular moment and i'm not the type to still tok bout my blog post over and over again, may it be sumting happy or sad. So dun keep on asking me bout the tings i previously blog bout.
I hate those days when i feel ugly! SUPER UGLY!.!.! Sumtimes i just can't help but to condemn myself. When i look at the mirror i would be like" Omg, why must you be so ugly and fat! ur pores makes you look super old..No wonder ur single"....Sigh
I'm the type dat gets jealous easily. I can't help noticing why others are super leng chai while i'm not. Why their lives are super easy while mine is not. You know, making comparison of the tings i dun have rather than comparing wat i do have.
Seriously, can you blame me? I'm super sure all of you has atleast experience tis b4. Feeling the most down dat you just wish to hide at home and take a paper bag and hide ur face in it. Sumtimes i just wish dat i can peel of the top layer of my skin to reveal sumbody better. Yes, dats how intense i am.
I'm just feeling emo at nite i guess?haha. Will feel better tmr:D And ooh, working Morning Mid(9 30-8) tmr at isetan scotts..
Kamsa Hamnida!
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Labels: comparison, random, ugly
