Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

Wanted to upload all the pics i taken this past few weeks but sumting's wrong wit either my com or camera. IF i'm feeling more patient tmr, i'll try to upload it again.

Its my off day again today and i rotted at home -_-". Every tuesday and thursday would be my off day and i would plan to meet up wit frends but i would just feel lazy when the day comes.lolx

I mean, i'm lazy to do my hair, fret over wat to wear and put on make-up(ahem..if you noe wat i mean:D). I get to do that everytime i have to work and school so when there's a chance not to do it, why not?

Even if i were to go out, i rather hang out at my homies crib to chill. Dun even ask me to travel all the way to Town unless there's a special thang going on there dat is not available elsewhere. Plus, like i said before, Town is a bore now, Simply to over-rated by Teens-a-gers.heh

Sumting random: everyting i blog bout is totally according to wat i'm feeling dat particular moment and i'm not the type to still tok bout my blog post over and over again, may it be sumting happy or sad. So dun keep on asking me bout the tings i previously blog bout.

I hate those days when i feel ugly! SUPER UGLY!.!.! Sumtimes i just can't help but to condemn myself. When i look at the mirror i would be like" Omg, why must you be so ugly and fat! ur pores makes you look super old..No wonder ur single"....Sigh

I'm the type dat gets jealous easily. I can't help noticing why others are super leng chai while i'm not. Why their lives are super easy while mine is not. You know, making comparison of the tings i dun have rather than comparing wat i do have.

Seriously, can you blame me? I'm super sure all of you has atleast experience tis b4. Feeling the most down dat you just wish to hide at home and take a paper bag and hide ur face in it. Sumtimes i just wish dat i can peel of the top layer of my skin to reveal sumbody better. Yes, dats how intense i am.

I'm just feeling emo at nite i guess?haha. Will feel better tmr:D And ooh, working Morning Mid(9 30-8) tmr at isetan scotts..

Kamsa Hamnida!

Labels: comparison, random, ugly

I hate how my relatives are so super hypocritical...

In front of me they would be like "Omg! you've changed. New hair colour i see...I could'nt recognise you, lets take pics.." etc. Behind me the bitches in them would be saying" Omg, have you seen how he changed? He is like so snob now, always speaks english only" dat kinda ting.

Like i said on my previous posts, i took special off on Saturday the 9th to attend my cousin's son first month celebration cum her own birthday celebration as well. On friday went over as my mum wanted me to help them in any way i can. Its called "rewang" meaning doing stuffs like cutting up of the raw food and so on hand in hand.

Felt awkward at frst to go as it has been like wat? a month or so since i last gathered with my relatives. Of coz some of their frst impression of me are quite sarcastic. "Wa, long time no see. Grown more handsome hor."etc.. Maybe it was genuine praises but it came across as sarcastic? or izit just me?haha..

I admit dat recently its hard for you to hear me speaking in Malay as i'm used to conversing in either English or Mandarin in my work place. So they would be like "wa, just came back from London? Ate too much cheese izit?" Dat kinda sarcastic comments.

They also expect me to like help in washing the dishes maybe bcoz i used to be helpful in doing dat kinda stuff but seriously, the little boy has grown up. Face it! I'm no longer the little ignorant boy dat would do almost everyting people would ask me too. I can stand up for myself now.

Ok str8 to the point, its not tis sarcastic comments watsoever dat makes me angry wit my relatives but it was wat i heard from my mum. I actually got to know bout it since last week but just had no time to blog bout it.

My mum told me dat some of my relatives told my grandma dat i put on thick make-up. I used compact powder, blue eye shadow and eye liner. Seriously! wats wrong wit them?

I din fucking put on blue eye shadow ok. Neither did i put on eye liner. Why would i wanna emphasise my eyes anymore when its oready damn big?!?!

Can't you guys like ask me when you guys see me? WHy only tok bout it behind my back? Since you guys like toking bout me or my family, let me clear tis up.

I put on Acne concealer wich is for coverage for my pimples and at the same time a treatment for it
I had eye concealer on and FYI, when it oxidise and i never touch up, it would be a lil blue-ish.

Seriously use ur fucking peanut size brain? You people put on make-up too and should know better. Which rules states dat guys can't put on light make-up to cover up watever tings they wanna cover?

If you guys tink its wrong, seriously you guys have orthodox tinking!.!.

Enough is enough lor, i dunnoe why my relatives like targeting my family to tok bout. Maybe bcoz my mum is just too quiet and would never tok bout them. My mum may be quiet but dun expect me to be quiet too...

Since you guys like complaining bout my family to Grandma, why dun i follow suit? How bout starting on

Who i saw ur husband behaving intimately with at nite?
How many thousand dollars you had to spent on ur previous lover?
And ooh! and maybe how bout how many big tattoos ur daughter have on her body
Dun 4get the juiciest one! How many time have you been to the doctor to have your daughter abort the poor little innocent infant?

If you guys seriously wanna me do dat, bring it on. I have nuting to lose. keep on talking bout me anyway coz i believe 'You are a nobody till your talked about' and dat makes me a sumbody now thanks to you guys:D

p/s:Dun fucking ask me not to blog bout family matters on my blog coz its my own little space and i can do watever i fucking want on it=P

p/s: I'm not angry anymore, just feeling bitchy:D xoxo youknowyouloveme

Kamsa Hamnida!

Labels: bitchy, gossips, relatives

Conclusion: Shiseido's black mask is better than Kose's. It really removes more impurities compared to Kose's. I felt super satisfied after peeling off dat piece of ~~shit~~ sheet and seeing alot of tings on it. Lol, ok i'm exaggerating. Its not really alot of tings la but you can atleast see the white/black heads on it. Worth a try if ur willing to stand the smell and the painfullness when peeling off the mask:D

I'm super bad!! I purposely did not go work today. Posted at Tangs level 2 for mid-shift(12-8)where a promotion area is situated there. Heard dat alot of part-timers purposely take MC if they are posted there.haha. For me, i purposely did not appear for work coz i'm overworked and i would be at dat small counter by myself. People who know me will know dat i need to tok no matter where i am. Not forgetting dat i need to sing to irritate my colleagues too.haha.

Until 2, my RME(supervisor) has yet to call me so i toght dat the Tangs ppl at main counter din care if there is anyone at the promo area and did not call her. Skali arnd 2 15 she msged me. Her name is Felicia.

Felicia: U haven reach tangs yet ar

Me: In e morn i sent u msg oready sayng dat i need go sch last min

Felicia: Huh i din get ur msg

Me: I msged u arnd 8 in e morn. In sch now(purposely typed in sch now coz i din want her to kol me.lol)

Felicia: Is there any chance u can make it after class? Cas i dont have spare ppl to cover u

So how?? wat shld i reply her.lol. I dun really mind going now since i've had enuf rest but just the toght of having to dress up and to travel all the way to orchard makes me tired again.haha. Plus, i have no "kaki"(close company) there.

On the other hand, i dun wanna make life difficult for my RME coz she's actually a nice person. Well out of all part-timers, she is oni good to a few and i'm one of them coz we basically say yes to her every request.

Cas you see, Felicia is a bimbo actually. She would say yes when we msg her dat we wanna take off tmr for example, then when tmr not enuf ppl. She will kol us and say why we never come work and all.lol. So knowing dat, i purposely use the i msged you in the morn trick coz i know she would be tricked. She oways do tings last min one.

Like last week, she msged me at 12 30 in the morn of wed asking me to work the same day itself later on at Expo. Previously, she msged me at 2 30 asking me to come to Raffles City to work afternoon shift on a Saturday. The worst ting is, afternoon shift starts at 2 30 itself.haha

She is still a nice lady la, seldom scold ppl or me atleast but her msg would only be more fancy and super nice if she needs a last min request.hha. Otherwise, it would be a plain msg and its hard for us to differentiate wether she's asking a qs or asking us to do it.

I replied to her previous msg oready

Me: I finish sch late and i still need to travel back home to chng

Lol, dats the most i could tink of.

If she really gives up on trying to persuade me to go work coz she knows i'm soft-hearted and would give in, it would mean i have 2 Off days!! yea!.! Actually not realy good news la since ytd was my Off day but i went to work coz not enuf manpower.

Requested Off tmr coz it would be my cousin's Birthday celebration cum her son's first month b'day. Have not seen this precious gem of hers since he was born on March so i must atleast take off tmr rite. However have to rush of to Vivocity arnd 2+ to accompany my colleague to eat coz i know he would not eat unless sumone accompanies him lor. Soh hai! He even threatened me to come look for him:( lol

Ok gonna finish watching Boys over flowers today(i noe i'm super slow) and read all the korean gossips later on.:D

Sayonara..

Kamsa Hamnida!

Labels: boys over flowers, kose, shiseido, vivocity

Finally i have time for mask-ing...lol. I tink Kose's black mask is better than Shiseido's leh. Shiseido's black mask stinks and its like super thick making it hard to put on. Maybe it can peel black heads better?

Been busy tis past few days(wait..since when have i not been busy.lol)..

My new fragrance counter just opened at BHG Bugis and i so love working there. Ok, i noe i have been changing opinions on wich counter i like the best.haha. Sales at BHG Bugis is not really good, its more to i like my colleagues there.

Shervel,Timothy and Clinique's Winnie are like super fun ppl. Of coz, my full-timer there is like a super ARSE! She's the M.I.C dat i worked with at Isetan Wisma for 2 months and she's getting more and more naggy and bossy leh.

So in order to not get irritated by her, i rather tok to her only when needed.haha.

And ooh, my colleagues are fun but bad too...They have been stuffing me with food for like everyday after work as they say i'm skinny. And, its really everyday when i'm at Bugis leh. We would knock off at 10 30 and we would all go and eat together and go home super late.

Like ytd for instance.

Ate with Timothy( Burberry fragrance promoter) and Steve( Clinique) at tis steamboat place along Bugis there. They ordered like super alot and kept on ordering and force me to eat all the prawns and sausages leh. Damn bad leh..lol. Cabbed home as it was oready 1 am when we were done eating.

After 5 days of late night eating, i tink i have gotten fatter!!

Then we would be arguing bout who would be skinnier. Can't wait to go shopping with them and hopefully by next month, i can find sumbody to borrow __ from so i can go ____ ___ with them oso.haha

p/s: M.I.C means Made In China.haha

Kamsa Hamnida!