It has been a while since i last watch a movie.
I've been craving for popcorns.
But no one is free on the day that i am free.
I want sumone dat can accompany me whenever i want to be accompanied.
I know it sounds selfish
But haven't you heard that Human's are the most selfish creature?
And i'm Human...
Random tings on top:D
I feel like going out meeting people but not everyone is as free as me i guess? all my friends would either be having family gatherings or out with their gf/bf. Plus its Sunday, definitely there would be no one who would choose to go out when they can choose to stay at home and rest. Plus you can never escape the crowd if you were to go out on Saturdays and Sundays.
I'm a student so obviously alot of my friends are students too. Not much students earn their own income so students rather go out with their family as all the expenses would be paid for:D I used to have that thinking but shopping/going out with family is a hassle as they curb all your spendings and they definitely would'nt have the same taste for fashion or food as you due to the age gap.
We would rather eat at Pizza Hut but our family members would rather eat at the Kopitiam. We rather wear revealing/trendy clothes while our family members rather wear covered up clothes. You know that kinda ting? Its good if you have siblings with not much age gap but for me, you would never see me shopping/going out with my sister. She's like 5-6 years older than me i tink. See, i dun even know her age or how to spell her name. Izit Shidah or Sidah? watever, not interested anyway.
I envy my friends that click well with their siblings as you know how you can confide with your siblings if your parents gets all irritating. For me, my normal speaking tone to my sister is like SCREAMING.
So you see, i'm kinda lonely.lol. Sounds so sad hor.
I mean i do have close friends like Bee and Luells/Luells and bee(i dun want them to argue if the other one's name is put first.haha) but i know i can't be too selfish as to want them to accompany me always. They do have their other friends and family too you know.
Be in a relationship? nah, that's too much hassle i tink. I dun know as i have never been in one. Maybe its not if i try to be in one? Well, i have been tinking bout it for sumtime now. It takes time to find sumone too you know. Can't be i just grab sumone from the street and say "hey you wanna be in a relationship with me?". That sounds so despo.haha
How bout a fling? Not much commitment is needed(not that i'm not commited) and easier to be in a fling than a relationship as you dun really have to find sumone that really suits the type your looking for.
I don't know.
I just want sumbody that is willing to meet me whenever i need him/her, willing to lend me a listening ear, a shoulder to lean on and able to give me advices.
In short i tink sumbody a lil older as not much teenagers my age are matured in thinking. Ok maybe not sumbody older but maybe sumbody matured in thinking.
There i dun ask for much.
OR
maybe other loners out there like myself wanna contact me and we can create the Loner Clique where we can meet each other and be the pillar of support for each other?haha
Kamsa Hamnida!
S
Labels: lonely, want new friends
