Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

You can't leave me
Stay here even if it's hard
If I can see you just a bit more
I'd smile for the amount of love left

Timeless, it isn't separation is it?
If there's one life, it's us now
Hold tight baby, timeless
Stain it on this heart
For it will only hurt like a moment's fever
We both agree
This is timeless love

I'll be leaving with the world
But will sadness also go with me?
You call for me for you are yearning
I will only leave scars on the door to your heart

Will I know after I swallow the tears that I've heaved from inside of me?
Hold my hand so I can't leave

Timeless, it isn't separation is it?
If there's one life, it's us now
Hold tight baby, timeless
Stain it on this heart
For it will only hurt like a moment's fever
We both agree
This is timeless love

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Baby, it's timeless
Oh baby it's timeless
Timeless, so I can go back
For it will only hurt like a moment's fever
We both agree
This is timeless love

Kamsa Hamnida

Korean Couple Gossip Episode 1

Well i have recently been engross with Korean shows and singers(solo/Group) and i oso find out alot of gossip between them especially among those Group singers..well my favourite Korean Group is DBSK obviously

so let this episode and few to come be about them..so there is 5 members in the group

-Yunho( U-Know)-Leader
-Jaejoong( Hero)
-Yoochun( Micky)
-Junsu( Xiah)
-Changmin( Max)

i think this episode will be on Jaejoong hyung and Yunho hyung or both better known as JaeHo(name combined) there's alot of rumours about their relationship exceeding mere group members or 'brothers' as they are mostly seen together, below are some pics of them..

Don't u just tink they are cute together..can't fnd much of their pics together( or rather i'm lazy) but if u were to search on youtube under JaeHo,u will find alot of videos of them together and they look so cute in it. Like seriously cute and perfect for each other..lol

As Jaejoong hyung have a nice tone of voice,he was made the lead singer for the group with almost all their songs he having the most part to sing and to start the song..but it is ok since his voice is really nice! Yunho hyung being the leader was becoz no one else wanted the role as they dun want to be pressurized and Jaejoong hyung should be the leader as he is the oldest but he didn't want to. so Yunho hyung step up bravely to take up the role as someone has too right and Yunho hyung is the most best dancer in DBSK and his dance moves pawns you. He was discovered when he won a dance competition and was taken in by SM Entertainment..their age range is from 21-22..

and of coz,being in the public eyes almost 24/7 really is pressurising and they have to always look their best and some artist goes for Plastic/Cosmetic surgery to correct any flaws in hteir features..

there has also been rumours dat the DBSK boys did cosmetic surgery too especially Jaejoong hyung,he is said to have done a nose job to make it more sharper and his eyelids trimmed to make his eyes look bigger. He has also announce on tv dat he did have cosmetic surgery but did not specify on which areas of his face was done on..

i do not condone plastic surgery actually as i tink it's up to each individual and honestly,i have toght of doing plastic surgery too. I plan to make my nose sharper but can only keep dat as wishful tinking as in Islam,we are not allowed to do anyting to our faces or put anyting in it like collagen and all..

i also do not blame the DBSK boys to have done plastic surgery as they did dat for us the fans too right..obviously u don't want a sloppish ugly person to be ur idol no matter how powerpack his voice is, and it is said dat almost all korean artist did plastic surgery before from minor to major ones..

ok dats all for my JaeHo episode but i tink i focus more on Jaejoong hyung..lol

Kamsa Hamnida

Aunties can join the 100m run too??

ok deleted the last post as requested..

well didn't go home str8 after school just now but instead went to Kenneth's house wit Aqila and Wei xin frst and then went to the Heats with Ken and Qila..

Heats suits just now perfectly..so frstly its the heat from the scorching sun and oso heat from the hot ppl there..ogle at ppl there and there wa alot of Hot ppl there! like so hot! lastly oso heat from playing catching wit Aqila,Ken,Iris,Huiting,Theresa,Daryl and Jeremy..the last two ppl i just met just now oso, the SJAB seniors..and who says poly students are matured..they are childish too ok..lol..

we played catching at the seating areas in the stadium and later on played ice and water at the tracks..joined by Aishah and it was extremely fun but tiring..i oso fall while playing catching thanks to Huiting..lol and now there is a bump on my knee..the aunty ting is a inside joke thingy..

but it was still fun but didn't join them to eat dinner as i have History hmwk to finish so went home wit Aqila and Aishah..now still struggling wt hist as informations are scattered everyway in the bk! well lets just see if i will be patient enuf to finish it..

Kamsa Hamnida

Where do u wanna go Madam??

like finally went out again wit the lovely ppl(puke)...lol, so went to accompany Aqila to find her watch wit Aishah and Carmen too..first went to Raffles City(if i'm not wrong),but couldn't find any shop selling watches but still shop around..after that decided to go Bugis coz got more shops there selling at reasonable prices..

was suppose to only accompany Aqila to get her watch but i bought one too coz she took too long to decided on a watch and i so Sarangheyo her watch la..but she too suai today coz got some problems wit the watch..nevertheless,i still sarangheyo my own watch..

i oso bought pressies for a few b'dae bitches along the way, and i so sarangheyo the 'ting' i bought for one of them..its so nice and kawaii..anw then decided to go Simpang Bedok to eat as Carmen so wanted to eat there..

we felt real amature when we reacher there coz we didn't noe dat u must sit at the table dat is reserved for patrons of each particular stall..so we moved around a few times..we ate Hawa's food and poor Carmen toght Hawa is a kind of food and kept asking us wat kind of food Hawa is infront of the waiter..lol..soon enuf she got to noe wat Hawa really is..ooh btw we saw a pervert at Bedok MRT station who can't stop smiling at Carmen and the drink waiter at simpang likes to FLIRT! even with guys!!! but i like!!lol

waiting for foos took awhile and i got to noe dat when gals are hungry and bored,they take lots of pichies..just look

There's actually more of Carmen's zilian photos but i'm not gonna post it up..Aishah and me dun wanna lose out too..so...

and i finally got my revenge to take a candid pic of AISHAH!!.but only manage to take one,but dun worryy...coz i will be ever ready after this to catch Aishah in her ugliest pose!!

it doesn't look likets candid, but it is!

we oso want to promote our food!i tink i look damn natural in tis..i like!!(u dun have to like it)

Her food sounds the funniest..Opek Kueh Teow..but we shld now pronounde Kueh Teow as Kueh Teo!lol(inside joke)

Feeling full and energetic and alittle bit wu liao..we decided to take pictures and instead of saying Cheese!..we will say BITCH!,SLUT! and WHORE! and we said it so loudly ok..lol

Next we create a 'Who is the ugliest!' competion..lets take a look at the contestants.

So who do u guys tink is the winner???

Then we said Goodbye Simpang Bedok and Hello Tampines..Carmen went home but Aishah,Aqilah and I went to TM..we were serious assholes at the bustop and bus..

didn't spend a logn time at TM,just went to Mango and walk for awhile and a stupid Bee Bitch at Mango keeps saying excuse me to where ever i go..likeypically there is another way out,but insist on going out behind me..and lastly,i was repeatedly molested in the train..

no not by Carmen..she behaved herself today coz she didn't took the wronf medicine..lol,but by other passengers boarding the train..and dats it..

i'm goin to visit Korea now for awhile..Anyeong hikaseyo..

Kamsa Hamnida!

When my sadness is thin like a withered flower

Unable to fall asleep because of these tangled years

I cling to the rough sigh

That would gnaw deeply into my heart

If I collected tears of a thousand years

Would it be enough to show my heart

At the end of the sky where the sunset glow has left

Today, I linger on again

As the frail sunshine of early dawn

Is woken up by last night's dream

My gloomy dreams of yesterday

Disappear into the legend

If I collected wishes of a thousand years

Would it be enough to show my heart

At the end of the field where the sunshine has left

Today, I linger on again

As the lone wandering low wind

Loses its way, breathing heavily,I ease my sorrow in this world

With the raindrops of noon

If I collected love of a thousand years

Would it be enough to show my heart

At the end of the sky where the moonlight is sleeping

Today, I linger on again

If I collected longings of a thousand years

Would it be enough to show my heart

At the end of the field where the rising sun is shining

Today, I linger on again

Kamsa Hamnida

Firstly i wanna wish a HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY to NADERA and AMIRAH! their b'daes fall on the 13 and 15 of june respectively..

and i thing my immune system is suffering as i have been falling sick quite often recently...like just ytd i had fever and felt like vomitting but just can't vomit..i think its due to lack of vitamin c..

and i feel dat school holidays just pass by so quickly as in one more week, school reopens and i am not ready yet..like i still want my rest,late nights and like 30% stress free from school work..the school should make up for the one week we spend going to school for coaching as that took up our holidays..i noe the coaching is for our benefit but they should have it like when holidays atill have not start yet..

and like Prelim is so near and Mrs Cho wants me to get like 20 points for my L1R5..which just seems impossible comparing to what i got for my Mid-Year..and soon after Prelim would be the Big O...why can't the papers be set locally so we have the choice to resit for the paper if we are not satisfied with our results just like the MT paper then that would be like so cool..plus why dun we sit for a paper each month starting from May and i believe ppl would score better like that.. if only i was the Prime Minister or President..

not forgetting expectations of students right now are really high and as our teacher said,their O levels were much more easier and they can do rather well even if they do not study..dats like so cool but rather unfair to us..but dats what suppose to be done if we wanna succed and move forward to keep on par with the more advance countries..well i guess i just have to accept fate and work hard to get to my Singapore Polytechnic..

Kamsa Hamnida

Just a quick one perhaps...

ok so i am typically lazy and can't wait to go hear DBSK songs...their songs are just so powerful. anw this song in my blog is one of their songs and its one of my favs..their song One is oso nice..

anw i just found out dat guys can get Breast Cancer too..dat is if the guys have man boobs la..lol..i am not kidding and its true..and if u guys are wondering why the group name for this song is TVXQ instead of DBSK..is becoz they are more popular with being called DBSK or DBSG in Korea while TVXQ in asian countries except for Japan which know them as THSK..

i oso found out dat there is a scientific study showing dat 99.9% of humans watch 'special' videos while another 1% does not..of coz the 'special' videos is porn..luckily i am among the normal ppl.. am abit curious if those reading belongs to the normal group of ppl or not..lol..

anw will be going out to eat dinner later with big family as Cik Tipah is treating...and i am gonna end my post here...

Aja-aja Fighting

Kamsa Hamnida

Temptations!

watch ur back when going out today ppl coz u will never noe wat will happen to u on Friday The 13! huahuahua..

fret not coz its only sceptical thinking of many ppl who are paranoid(like me)...hey i told u i'm superstitious..lol. anw all those coincidental bad luck happenings really do happen on Friday The 13 as ppl oready have the tinking dat bad luk will befall them on dat day so they are extra vigilant or careless i would say..like they are too focus on just worrying not to fall or trip dat they forget to look out for obstacles in their surroundings..and when they really fall,they blame on the unlucky day when its their fault..reasons they might give would be like

" Friday The 13 is really unlucky coz i always take this route and nothing happen to me before but today,i fall"

well u have to remember dat surroundings changes, ytd there might not be a banana skin on the floor,but today hu noes?? no one can predict the future unless u have a ex-gf like Jaejoong's!lol(my own inside joke)...anw dat little preach of mine is from personal experiences from yours truly!..haha

anw back to temptations!..i'ma kind of person dat cannot resist temptations,like eventhou i'm full but the moment i see someone eat,i have the urge to eat again..luckily now i am able to control abit as i will eat like light stuff when the urge comes..

before i move on,i'm currently chatting wit this weird gal..i dunnoe her but the way she chat wih me is like we have been frends for a long time and she laughs at every single ting i say eventhou its not funny..from like a simple reply of huh?..weird right and now she send me ZZZzzz implying dat it is getting boring..like u started the convo with me and now u want me to chat wit u bout wat since i dunnoe u..haiya,some ppl..

alot of sidetracking, i noe.. now i'm trying to resist the temptation by wx to go party!..i mean i dun wanna borrow ppl IC just t go party as i'm not officially sweet 16 yet..but how she describes to me,is like so irresistable..nvm Shafiq,wait till ur officially 16 or better still 18 to go club as ppl say the longer u wait,the more satisfying the feeling is when u finally get wat u want..

just like sex..the longer u wait to have sex,the more satisfying it will feel like when u finally do it..just imagine the loud orgasm u will get!!!wohoo..ok i'm getting horny..lol..jkjk..

kk i'm going to watch my korean drama now..

p/s:i haven't watch GG for a long time now..so there will be a change in my ending..

Aja-aja Fighting!

Kamsa hamnida

Light and wind pour down on the snow blanketing the roadside tree

Even if I open my heart or head my head down

The passing season cannot stop.

We entwined our pinkies as you looked me in the eyes and made a promise, saying "Well then... let's see each other next time!"

Are you forgetting all the fimiliar things too?

Are we heading towards different futures?
If saying goodbye is for only a trip, then I'd give you my prettiest smile

The times we met and the paths that we walked together will be living on in our hearts I won't ever, ever forget no matter what future awaits us or if we live far away with time, I won't let go of your hand..
If I don't force myself to forget then I won't be able to go on to tomorrow.

As I cross this moving platform, you get smaller.
When I was worn and collapsed from crying, you'd hold me and tell me everything was alright. I'll become stronger so it won't be awkward

Although silent tears fall down this heart, I'll bear it so that I won't have regrets

I'm sorry for your tenderness Until we meet again (Everlasting)

First of all, i wanna wish a Happy 16th Birthday to Masturah..

ok finally i get to update after the bz-ness the past few days..ok frst i wanna officially announce that i got Married on 7 June! lol..ya right,actually its the wedding of my cuz Lihah..some of my school mates might noe her as Miss Lihah who taught us IT when we were in sec 1 if not wrong..ya its the female teacher wit the curly tresses..

she got married to Reza who oso was once part of EVSS, he's the one who helps out if anyting is wrong wit ur computer in the lab and all..i think they are called Lab Assistants??

they first set their eyes upon each other in East View and as days,weeks and months pass by wit them working hand in hand,they fall in love! After _?_ Years_?_Months_?_Days,they finally tie the knots..EVSS is their love nests i guess..love nests,sounds funny right?? can't tink of any other words now..

Wanna Know if its true when ppl say that someone will look their most radiant and beautiful on their wedding day!..look at the pictures below and find out..

Well i guess its true as Kak Lihah looks absolutely GORGEOUS on her wedding day and not forgetting Abang Reza who looks damn CHARMING!

on Saturday the theme was white and the whole of the Brides family wore white,cream and contrasted it well with brown..we were Angels for the day la..

The two in red is the Bride's Mother and sister..

we suggested white on saturday as the Bride's gonna wear white for the solemnisation ceremony

The bride in the room looking nervous with all the dowries that is gonna be exchanged later with the Groom's..

This flower arrangement is called the Sirih Dara..converted to english is Virgin's Sirih..i tink so la..lol..it is said dat only Virgin's can carry it as if touched by a non-virgin,the flower will die..this Sirih Dara is oso put at the foot of the Dais and is believed that when the Bride sit on the dais and the Sirih Dara let off a nice fragrant smell,the bride is a virgin but if otherwise and the flower dies quickly,the bride is a non-vrgin..

on Sunday the theme is Yellow and Batik!..we felt like royalty as the bride's side all wore yellow and batik...well we are always in unison..lol

This are pics dat i collaged together as there were too many of them...btw the bride and groom sang a song together and afterwich made a speech and followed by the throwing of the bouquet session...

And lastly i wanna wish Happy Newly-Wed to Kak Lihah and Abang Reza! may they have a happy marriage with lots of joys and soon be blessed with kids to make a complete happy family..

You Know You Love Me!

xoxo

Cool!

ya i'm becoming more tardy when it comes to posting bout stuff as i am busy lately and sumtimes when im not i am plain lazy..so since im feeling a little xtra energetic, i wanna update my blog..

i am feeling kinda happy as i went to Singapore Polytechnic on Tuesday for the Mid year Open House..i wasn't suppose to go as i wasn't chosen to go but as there were empty slots..i went lor..fyi,when i say empty slots is because the trip there was organised by me school..

was feeling happy dat i got to go as i got to go for workshop of my dream course Applied Drama and Psychology!..only two ppl in my school went to dat course as not much slots were vacant..i got to noe dat the course wasn't much bout acting and stuff but its more of us helping ppl wit what we learn..we are suppose to convey messages to ppl in forms of photos and such..there's much more la and im not going to share it as i dun wanna my chances of getting into dat course slimmer as it oready is..but i have a way of getting dat course even if my 'O' Level results aint good..and i am not goin to share as i am selfish..muahaha..

oh ya,the course i went to have a number of HOT ppl..lol..there's its gal Serephine and she is hot and she was in my group..lol..for the seniors,the guys are hotter i must say and not forgetting their cool names..Mitchell and An Chun,so cool right and they are both HOT guys..i made WX drool when i told her bout them,lol

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ok moving on, i have not been going much to the holiday coaching..i have been absent for two days on last fri and tis mon..i was basically lazy to go on friday but i was really sick on mon so didn't go..actually was really sick on sunday but still got some aches on my body on monday so didn't go..then yesterdae when i finally got back to school,i skipped History..i went to SS and it was super cool as we learned bout Terrorists and their stupid ideology..

its like tis one terrorist from japan and hu ever his name is..he release poisonous gas in a Japan Train and when caught and interrogated,his reason for doing so is because he thinks alot of ppl are suffering in tis world and he kill them wit the gas so dat they can die early and do not have to live in tis world of pain anymore..dats so lame la..and i hate Osama even more as he use the name of Islam as a reason for his terrorist act..like Cibai la! u wanna kill innocent ppl then use the name of islam as a reason making ppl doubt about the teaching of islam..haiyo..

ok back to me skipping history,i skipped history as i find it not fair dat Mr Foo's class is excused just becoz he is absent while Miss Santa's class will be as per normal..not fair right,why can't Mr Foo's class just join wit us?dats more fair wat..

so went to TM to have my McGriddles and walk2 around..i was out for 6 hours as after going out wit my classmates,i met up wit Aishah and Aqila..so was kinda tired and then at nite went to aunties house and finally back at 10 30 and can sleep but i didn't..lol..watch TV for awhile and then went to sleep..

anw here's the candid pic of the previous outing to Korean BBQ Chicken!

and i wanna post my Niece Rihanna's pic as sumone said i never post her pic before..but i did right??anw..

and i need to go out tomorow coz i need to buy stuffs like presents and all!

You Know You Love Me!

xoxo