Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

A Fucking Lethargic Week!

wow been busy tis week..well Monday was MT 'O' Level,tuesday went out shopping wit the clique, wednesday and thursday..dun even mention it coz the coaching was damn Fucking boring and i cooked for F&N Practical Exam and i was the Fucking last to finish and Friday went out shopping wit the clique again..ytd was kinda last min ting as it was plan by me and wx on fri itself at 12 and we met at 2 30..good outing considered it was Fucking kinda last min..

i noe it has been long since i Fucking updated but like i said,its a Fucking tiring week and i juz dun have the Fucking mood to update..and i dun Fucking feel like updating now..i guess it must be the Fucking weather and my Fucking headache and back ache!i now i sound old..

anw 'm kinda happy wit wat i got tis week considered it is Fucking cheap..ok before i start writing a boring Fucking post..i will stop here and let the pics do the Fucking!

LAst Thursday!

A-quela and MJ iris turning on their Air-con!

Mj Iris and A-quela wit their Fucking gorgeous hair!

No Fucking comments!

Last Tuesday

Superstars on the Fucking loose

Me wit a Fucking hot babe

Zul and Mj iris wit the Fucking LollY

Ah-Ken and I wit my Ever so Fucking Seductive Look!

Cyril and Catwoman

Mj iris and i wit out Fucking hot 'shawl'!

Wit the Fucking hot Doll!

us so Fucking hungry

i currently dun have any pics taken from ytd's outing..but soon will post it up when i have it..btw for tuesdays pic,dats only like 1/6 of it as i have like a Fucking whole lot of candid pictures taken by Aishah while we were eating ..and i especially look damn Fucking fugly in most of the candid pics but i bet no one will look damn chio when candid pics of them eating are taken right??are there..

let me end tis Fucking post wit some Fucking Videos wit a whole lot of Fucking!watch it if u Fucking Dare!

http://clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=13&v=122

You Know You Love me

xoxo

EEEWWW!!!! x 100000....

call urself a STUPID SLUT instead of a MODEL la! give such bad reputations to models eventhou ur just a wannabe!

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You Know You LOve Me!

Bring it on!

Watched tis movie just now and its totally wicked..i wanna catch the other previous two sequels Bring it on Again and Bring it on All or Nothing..i love the moves in the show not forgetting the BITCHINESS! and Cheertastrophe!Nice show to watch and i really x 100 wanna go to Universal Studios Florida in Orlando!!!

The place just look super cool wit the coolest rides and the hot weather is super cool coz ppl will juz walk around Half Naked! talk bout giving your eyes a break from all those words in the book! i guess it can help fight Myopia too!lol..

anw was tinking why humans are born to have family around them..its just troublesome aren't they?well not saying i hate my family or anyting,its juz troublesome especially if ur the youngest and the elders look up to you to bring glory to the family name and all the tension is put on ur shoulders to score good marks and study as high as you could..everyting we do is also for them and watever we do reflects he upbringing of our parents..

why can't we juz live for ourselves and ppl dun judge ur bad behaviour or watnot on the poor upbringing by ur parents..i guess dats why out parents are so particular bout our manners and our academic results coz they are scared to be blame for their child poor upbringing..

why can't everybody in tis world live for themselves and everyting they do would not reflect on anybody's fault but themselves,would'nt it be better and more stress free..then i guess World Peace can finally be accomplish! i tink terrorist or rebels do wat they do becoz of tension from their family or ppl around them..

thieves,burglars etc. i tink they do wat they do becoz tensed by their families and ppl around them too! why do u tink foreigners who came here in seek of a better life for their familes back home would go so low as to be Prostitutes or Thieves when they didn't achieve wat they came here for?? why do u tink they would want to sell their dignity or break the law if they are not driven by tension of their families back home??why do u tink they care so much to bring lots of money home if not to save their oen face from being laughed at by fellow vilaggers if they came home empty handed and maybe poorer then they were before?? why if nor of Tension from Familes and Ppl around them!!

dat is why i tink its better for everyone to live for themselves than living for anyone else??

" why do u tink i bother to live if not for you Darling?? i love u so much and dat is why i want to continue living coz witout you..tis world is noting and i wouldn't want to live witout you.."

i find ppl hu say tis word STUPID! not just becoz it sounds completely mushy,gross and kinda tacky..but becoz you should live in tis world for your own self and not for anyone else..dat is why Females are said to be the weaklings coz they are the gender dat would say tis kinda ting..

to them after a fail relationship wit someone they thought was their Soulmate,everyting is meaningless coz it means they have to wake up to not have anyone to say "I Love You" to them everyday or hear them complain bout everyting from the Hot weather to " am i getting fat dear??"..i mean if the relationship doesn't workout,it juz mean one ting! he is not ur Soulmate and u GOT TO MOVE ON GIRLFREND!..

gosh like there is only one dude in tis world! i mean those kinda girl brings down Womens name! why can't you be like some other gals dat get up on their own after a fall and are independent,not relying on anyone to get wat they want! you gotta be a Survivor!

you can cry but not to the extent of weeks as guys sees women hu cries at the slightest ting as WEAK!...i mean u gotta move on as u might find someone else dat is better for you!i mean i noe its hard especially if the relationship has been for months or years and u have given everyting to the other person but truth of the matter is Life's A Bitch and no matter wat happen..u gotta move on!

FYI,i'm juz posting wat i am feeling rght now and not becoz of anyting dat is happening in my life!lol

k wanna watch GG now so chiaos! and wich me luck for my MT 'O' tomorow!!thanks

and NO OFFENCE!

You Know You Love Me!

GossipGirl

Been hooked to tis show and thanks to Zulaika for the promo and website where the show is not so pixeleted but clear!..!been long since i update i guess and tis post would be a short one coz i need to shower and go to my grand's house next..and MT 'O' is tis MONDAY! so scared and i wanna get my A1!!plz god plz...

for your eyes..feast on the hot Dudes and Babes in the show..

You Know You Love Me!

~S~

WARNING!!

There have been cases of people getting phone calls from odd numbers which is long and appear in red,some oso gets text messages from number 0666..you have the right to feel suspicious about it as it has been found dat a group of ppl from Indonesia are testing their powers thru phone means..Powers im toking bout here are supernatural powers as they send Setan thru tis phone means and there has been one case of death if not wrong in Singapore after answering the kol..the number starts off as +086.............,its a long number and appear in red..if u get a kol from those numbers,plz do not answer it,if u get a message from number 0666,plz do not read it too..

This incident has been reported in Indonesia since 3 weeks ago and has recently been send to Singapore..this is real and has appeared on some news means like the radio warning ppl bout it..

its really creepy right getting to noe sumting like tis,got to noe it from my family members and some ppl would have send u msgs warning u too,i juz get the jitters getting to noe tis and i kept turning back ytd after getting to noe it..lol..sumtimes i juz feel sumone is watching me even now as i am typing..sumone in the formal indonesian costume and its a guy..yes i am paranoid..

i even made sure juz now my real full name is not revealed incase they find my blog and noe im warning ppl bout it and want to seek revenge on me..!..lol..got to noe from Cyril ytd dat all mobile phone should be turn off by 11pm as a massive radio wave would be sent out but wat he didn't tell me till today is dat ppl watching TV or playing computer would be affected too as it is harmful to the body!lol..after he koled me i seriously off my fon u noe..lol..

i told my mum and she said maybe they want to detect the person sending those evil msgs or kols or stop it from being send around again..i seriously hate ppl hu test the powers they gain on ppl they dunnoe and can cause serious harms,like why dun u try on ur family first! and tis powers are not even good,like ur born to be the slave of GOD not SETAN! in Islam tis is like seriously a big sin..

to ym family tis kinda power is not a stranger anymore as some family members have tis power and one started off as using it to help cure ppl but the feeling of havng supernatural power made him more greedy for more powers and become evil..even tested out his new powers on my Grandma family wich includes me,his wife and my grandma are sisters and not in such a good relationship..wat he did coz my whole big family to get sick la,most of them as he tested it during a cuz b'dae celebration...im lucky not to be affected only my mum..Greed can make u evil..

Just hope he has turn over a new leaf and stop sending unclean stuffs to my family usually making my mum's leg hurt!

u noe wat,now i am scared to answer my fon u noe,as my fon is a flip fon..i change the setting to me off-ing the flip to answer as sumtimes i dun see hu kol on the name or no dat appear on the fon..so now i can make double sure hu kols me..eh only ppl hu noe how my fon works will noe wat i mean..lol..coz seriosuly i dunnoe wat i was explaining back then..lol

still have two more worksheets of MT to finish and i was online since 1+ till now,i have been delaying in doing my F&N research and planning and i have to send them both by tues to prove dat i can cook on 28,29 and 30..actually i find my research ok and i dunnoe wat to chng but Mdm Lina said i have too much cut and paste but other ppl oso have cut and paste like Nadiah but she can cook lor..watever la..

ppl be extra careful when answering the fon coz u might not noe who or wat is on the other line!huahuahuahua(evil laugh)

~shafiq~

WA!!! i tell u my results are like really bad la!!!

i only pass MT,Eng and F&N..
i failed my Maths,Science and Humans! very pathetic can..

my maths i get really low and my science such a dissapointment..my humans are like so nerve wrecking wit me passing either section A or B but fail the other part..my F&N oso dissapointment leh,i passed on the dot and dats for overall wit coursework and practical?..i failed my paper and scored like only 42/100 and dats after a battle wit mdm lina for marks..she oso did not choose me for cooking before 30 may coz of my research but i appealed to cook but must prove to her i can wit my new research by next week..i totally had high hopes to score on MT,Eng and F&N not only for SA1 or Prelims but my 'O' levels..so far only got A2 for MT when i hoped for a A1..

eng not sure since oral has not been added yet..really dissapointing can..the menion of 'O' levels just give me the jitters and MT 'O' levels is like in one more week?? and hope the mt coaching beginning tomorow will help coz i want to get A1 not an A2 la...

hope tis will buck me up to do even better for the upcoming prelim in august..

must get good grades to get to my course Drama and Psychology..12 points leh..
~shafiq~

Feeling the jitters before getting back the examination scripts and start cursing when gotten the paper back..lol..

yea today got back english and malay paper,felt more nervous for my mother tongue paper as dat is my hope for getting A..i dun tink i got A for my english coz excluding oral and listening compre,i got a FUCKING 54%!!!!stupid paper..i tink for the whole cohort the highest is 60+% not even a 70% i guess..wait the oral we took is for SA1 right?? and did we even have listening compre??ha u see i am very confuse now..i failed for my paper 2 for eng..paper 1 make me pass..was praying hard for the paper la..

Mother Tongue i got oready dissapointed when i got paper 1..11/20 for my letter and 31/50 for my compo..for paper 2 for 47/70..another dissapointing one as compared to those geniuse..Nadiah got 52 leh..nice number right compared to 47..i felt like fainting when teacher announced the total marks for each class and as class 408 marks were flashed and Cikgu Ayesha read out the name for those who got As,i felt the adrenaline rush and there was a long pause after she read out Amira's name for 70 marks(A2) and when i heard my name for 70 oso,i let out a groan..lol..

so drama right..haha..but dats how i felt la except for the groan part..eeww..well Maisarah and Zulaika said both my eng and malay compo is so drama as alot of twist and turn and not forgetting those hot moments..lol

had a headache when at AVT for the malay review paper as the sec 5s mostly was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOISY! damn irritating.. and i laughed a whole lot wit Zulaika mostly and Maisarah as i found every act of Cikgu Ayesha damn funny..haha..ppl hu noe me will noe dat once i have sumting funny to laugh about,i will fantasize it to be more funnier then it is!haha...so u will still find me laughing after 10 mins suddenly..the funniest ting was when she explained the answer we gave for the letter...

for eg.the letter was about terrible condition in the orphanage..

so she gave eg of answers: One small kid came to me and said dat the utility suppiles was cut off..

i suggest u Sir to go and pay the utility bills..

so she said dat everyone noes dat so easier said u can tell the manager tis: easier said la,u take the bill,walk out of the door,then walk straight,then turn right, and when see a Town Council(?) go in and pay..i was lol when she said dat..not forgetting her funny voice and act..lol..

another one dat i was the frst one to lol was when she said some ppl can sleep and talk when the teacher infront is explaining and the teacher to me look like a stupid(Selenger) teacher..i imagined the teacher face immediately to be like those retards wit their tongue stuck out!lol.. so embarassing as i was the only one laughing then followed by zulaika..

luckily the banding for mt coaching,im not in her class coz i will surely laugh the whole way coz just now alone i laughed for near 1 1/2 hours ok! serious..overall its a fun day and sad coz i wun be abled to laugh at her again wit zulaika and maisarah!lol..

and tmr i tink will be getting science and maths? watever it is,i will get really bad results i tell u..

c ya, btw will be going bowling tmr and hoping dat it will be fun! plz god plz..

~shafiq~

Ya so i went to yesterdae's chalet and it was damn difficult to find a parking space not forgetting the jam we had to go thru b4 even reaching the main entrance for the multi-storey carpark just to get to noe dat its FULL!..had to park at a carpark nearby and had to walk a long way till the chalet la..the chalet was at NTUC chalet,the one u have to pay 1 buck to get in..

the pit was near the one Aishah's had her's..i tink dat kinda chalet is only for youngsters as i swear i was about to shout at my mum to shut up coz she kept complaining bout how difficult it is to get there and all..they shld start a rule dat only ppl ageing 35 and below can book or enter dat chalet!..not only my mum was complaining but the oso my aunties and uncles..so can imagine or not??lol..

i was pretty bored thru out the chalet as i had to take care of my niece la! hate it went i want to go out but her parents have to work and i have to help out in taking care of her..but it prove dat i am not ready to get married yet as i still wanna ENJOY!...

had to go off early as yes my niece was wit us so have to go home early and i guess miss out on the fun my other cuz had bowling at E-Hub?..then today have a another outing wit big family to celebrate Mother's Day dining outside..i dunnoe why but i juz feel typically lazy to go anywhere and have to brng my niece wit me..

not dat i dun like her but she can be a nuisance at time tying me down in wat i wanna do..like hello, who's daughter izit??urs or mine huh irritating sister!

got tis pic from Kak Shima..:

I wasn't ready..see the eyes

My mum look like a clown perming her hair like dat..

well she said it will look better after a week??

YEA! im the tallest in the family i guess but not in SCHOOL!sobsob

~shafiq~

ooh yah..i wanna make say tis coz i feel proud of it like finally!!

i wasn't late or last on FRIDAYS outing! infact i was first..lol..

Cyril was late so he ahve to do forfeit since he made me do a dance as i was late last week....

i noe tis is not necessary!lol,but i dun want ppl to tok behind me saying i act like a celebrity expecting ppl to wait for me all the time..i may not be a celebrity now but i will be in 5 years to come??!!!!!??

wohoo..my sexy legs..lol

Been long since i updated really..lol..

anw was bz wit preparation for exams so was lazy to go online for long..Exams was a killer i tell u..especially Maths,Physics and Chemistry...its either really difficult or i didn't study well enuf..lol..

anw went out ytd eventhou i dun feel like to..but went since pestered by Carmen..the boost for me to go was oso to go and watch Speed Racer..its nice la..especially the car scenes and i got to noe dat Puma brand will still exist in year 5000..cool..haha..didn't noe Rain Bi can speak english well enuf..haha..kudos to his acting too..didn't bring down the name of Asians in Hollywood..

well had no mood actually the whole of ytd but had to fake laughter so ppl dun feel bad...but i really laugh cuz its funny when it came to tis lame joke of cracking peanuts..lol..watch the movie at Cineleisure..walk at The Heeren after dat and bought myself a robot necklace at fourskin..

then blabla around there..and ate at Food Culture AGAIN! three time i went to eat at dat place for this whole week..lol..sit at the same place twice..haha..then went home..

ya dats all and todae have family chalet wich i dun feel like going..the weather is so cooling and really good for hibernation..lol..it really amaze me how at stupid feeling can amke me feel down for like tis past week or so.. i really hate tis side of me la..think too much bout wat happened..

~shafiq~

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it sounds funny to me!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twyQIL-2pv0&feature=related