Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

Been very busy of late la..so no time to update..
actually its just an excuse as i always log in to my account but will do other stuff frst till i have no time left to update..lol..
well lets start wit monday..btw its DT week..

Monday had English DT and i dun remember much of dat dae..so after English DT went home quickly to change to go out wit Aqila,Aishah,Cyril,Dheepan,Zi Hao,Ashiq,Maziana,Izuwan..
we went to Beach Road as they want to find their camp stuffs..i so hate going there as the way from Lavender to Beach Road as the place we walk thru was blacklisted and can see many foreign workers and those hooligans..damn scary i tell..wanna go shopping for stuff there must go in the morning..i also dun like shopping there as i noe competition is tough but the way they treat u is kinda persuasive..juz scares ppl and turn us off..we only met Maziana around 7 as she came later..so Cyril and Izuwan went to take her from Lavender Station as it is not save for a girl to walk all the way to Beach Road alone..After they bought their stuffs..make our way to Bugis to take the train back to Tampines..we were taking pictures and then we came upon tis underground passage as we toght it was the MRT station..we did kinda find it strange as it was damn secluded..so we took pics at the stairs and that was when i felt spooked out as i have tis special talent?? of feeling tis unclean stuff and kinda see them..so i quickly ask them to find the station so we went down the tunnel and continued taking pics..running around and making noises and that was when everybody felt uneasy..so we followed the signs showing the way to the MRT Station and finally saw a escalator and when we went up..there was noting..we juz basically end up opposite the MRT station..luckily got ppl smoking there and they were all looking at us..

Aqila and I oready scared and wanted to juz cross the road instead of going under the tunnel again but the rest insisted on going thru it again so we ran all the way back to the other side and chill went up my spines..unwelcomed guest was following us or i rather say Dheepan at frst..In the train they we all toking bout wat they feel and sort of saw and i tried warning them against toking bout it coz i knew the ting was wit us..its next victim to disturb was Aishah..whispering to Aishah's ear and then was me..it was basically running around me making me feel giddy and pressing my chest..which hurts badly..as i was saying prayers and clearing my throat loudly indicating for it not to disturb me as i didn't disturb her..so it then wanted to disturb Aishah again but Aishah also kept sayng prayers and then it went to disturb Maziana and it succeeded in possesing her..Aishah and i oready noe sumting was wrong wit Maziana as frstly her body form was different and she was pale..she also doesn't reply when we call her name but only if we hold her and tok to her..

as we make our way to Food Culture..i basically said sorry to it but saying it to maziana's body la..but she juz nod her head and i tried toking to it but it wasn't replying..i was also saying all the prayers i could remember the whole way thru explaining why i was quiet the whole way thru..the scary part was when she ask me wether i want to eat or not wit her eyes wide open and leaning towards me..so after eating made our way home and everybody by then knew sumting was wrong wit Maziana and NOT me..so i continued asking its name..wat we did wrong..ask for forgiveness if we hurt it..

but she begin crying instead..after that she continued walking fast and will only stop if we hold her hand..so after crossing from TM..i asked her again wat did we do wrong and after everybody when to one side to get money??she answered me but not in Maziana's voice(much deeper)"jangan amik gambar kat sana" meanign dun take picture there..imagine how shocked i was at dat time..lol..but i still kept a calm image as we have to when dealing wit unclean tings..so after dat i asked for her name but she dun wanna answer and so i ask wether it noe where it is staying and it says yes so i ask it to leave her body and go back home and dun disturb anymore ppl since we oready said sorry...

so took her to one corner and i started saying prayers while Izuwan ask it to come out of the body..at dat point of time it was oready acting rebelliously..it didn't let me touch her but i still grab her hand and continued my prayers..she was so heavy lah and i was using my whole energy to make her stand and not lie down..everybody was oready looking at us la..so after like a few mins,it came out of her and Maziana was conscious..she look damn tired and didn't even remembered dat she ate before tis..my hands hurt badly after dat after using force la..so Izuwan sent her back home after dat..

got to noe todae dat the ting is still disturbing her and after i said hi to her durign recess..i was disturbed by it..and during english someting pinch my right shoulder and i shouted la..lol..i juz hope she gets well soon and seek help from pious people soon..i am not dat pious ok..juz dat i have a 'gift'..

~shafiq~