Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

The day didn't turn out as i expected it to be!
the camwhoring session didn't even started,the celebration was boring,spot check for a missing earpiece..yeap u guys didn't hear wrongly..juz a earpiece..,postponed coffeebean again and also why out of so many ppl i always have to see you??

Camwhoring session didn't started- i guess we were all too busy trying hard to finish decorating the class..i think some pics are wit Zulaika but its juz random la and i dunnoe y i juz dun like any pics dat i took of myself todae?? i tink it juz looks bad??well eventhough we did not have our planned camwhoring session,it juz great how the class eventhough juz half was working hand in hand to finish decorating the class eventhough some hu were there were juz idling around..i tink we did a great job of decorating the class eventhough most of our ideas were being copied by teh sec 5s...SHIT!

Celebration was boring- it was really boring la..the part when the chinese orchestra were performing was the most boring one as it is juz boring..haha..the skit put up by the sec 3s were ok i guess only dat i did not hear a word they were toking bout and the whole plot of the story juz doesn't make sense..i tink the singign by Mr Yu was fine as he has a nice tone but the way he plays the piano and sing is juz funny..haha..khairiya juz couldn't stop laughing la..i tink mdm rani was the most funny..haha..

spotcheck for missing earpiece- its juz funny right how a spot check would be carried out for my class as a classmate loss his earpiece..haha....its not as if its a Handphone..well everyting is valuable i guess..anw if u want a earpiece,i have an extra one,sony ericsson right??

Coffeebean postponed- as Inna,Khairiya,Zulaika and i was hunfry we toght of posponing coffeebean to a later date la..so went to eat at KFC instead..there were lots of East viewians there la..had some talks wit the gals la..i juz its better off to be single right Inna?? maybe ppl dun see they way u look at the guys u fall in love wit in the same point of view as you do..??.. i guess u juz have to make a choice of being excepted by ppl they way u are now when u are single or rather be wit a guy alot of ppl dun like and be ignored by them??
i tink u will have greater power of ur mum then him right??try to tok ur mum round tis holiday break and try not to let him have any contact wit ur mum for this 4 days??
maybe he is juz trying to make u jealous or trying to get back at you for having hurt him before??if he has no feelings for you anymore..forget bout him and try to open ur heart for a new person or juz be single..its fun being single to u noe..no need to tink much bout how u look everyday..haha..well i,khairiya and zulaika and others will always be here to lend u our listening ears and shoulder to lean on k..^_^

Why do i always bump to you out of any other one i noe??- i guess since you really hate me alot..i can also really hate u alot too rght..wanna noe y i tink u really hate me alot?? well u sent me testimonials to how u tink i stared at you when i didn't,during east view idol auditions..u were toking to ur frend and having that ugly smirk on ur face while looking at me,how u were again toking to ur frend bout me while looking at me when i saw u at the arcade juz now...can u juz come and tok to me face to face to why u hate me so much rather than toking bout me behind my backs..i sumhow tink ur such a coward as u deleted all the testis i gave you and will always stop toking bout me to ur frends when u noe i'm looking and do not dare to even look at me when ur alone but if ur wit ur frend..u juz will keep looking at me like i owe u money!i like see u more often than i see my friends u noe..i'm not trying to make any enemy right but infact i tried to make it up to you?asking u when i supposingly stared at you but u juz dun seem to make frend??so juz fuck off..anw..my friend list is still open so juz drop by ur registration form to me if ur interested..

well dats bout it la..i saw Miss Rahayu and Mr Tahar at TM todae..i tink they were gonna catch a movie?? is there sum ting on wit them??haha..
anw wanna wish all my chinese frends
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! GONG XI FA CAI! ANG POW NA LAI!
~shafiq~