Bz for the past 2 daes??will upload i took tomorow ok..need to sleep soon coz got Chem extra class tomorow..
i tink better to trash everyting tomorow ok ZULAIKA!!..i would love for you to brng all ur NP frends wit u tomorow especially HUDA AND TUMINAH..so they can noe wat u tok bout behind their back..
alot of pics will be coming up tomorow and bout past events..
~shafiq~
Friday, February 29, 2008 @
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @
Sometimes i juz dun understand wat defines the word friendship..??.. its like ppl call themselves ur frend but they dun treat u like one..yes i may have kept quite to all ur nonsensical antics but it doesn't mean i'm giving u the green light to go overboard by embarassing me infront of many ppl especially in the canteen..if u kol me ur frend,u shld noe when its the time for u to stop teasing me juz by my facial expression rght??
yes i may have kept quite to ur constant mood swing but sumtimes it juz go overboard?? one moment we may be toking happily then juz like a few mins later u would be like a totally different person..u would tok to me nicely and be so friendly when ur other frends are not wit you but when they are there u would treat me so coldly and give me the look..i hate the constant whisper u share wit ur frends and the look u all give me after dat..it juz makes me insencure..remember u telling me how u hate being treated badly by ur frends,juz so u noe..dats how i feel rght now..
its like i'm a magnet attracting cruel friends..they often tell me how they wish not to be treated dat way but in the end they treat me dat way..
well school was pretty mundane and moody for me..going well for the frst few periods..
F&N was the worst coz i basically juz break down and cried..its juz dat i can't control the emotions dat have been playing in my heart anymore..i have tried to undertsand each of ur problems and reasons to y ur treating me dat way but i juz cannot hold back the tears anymore..
its like i'm getting sick of having to face u all and ur attitude every single day of school..
i felt better after letting out my feelings and what i have kept for so long to tell sumone bout, to Amirah. nevertheless it was still hard for me to tell her wat i have told her..luckily she is understanding and good at giving advice..but Mira i tink i will juz keep to tis low profle frst coz i dunnoe how to confront tis ppl and tell them my feelings..
i tink i started smiling during lunch onwards..i think its funny when we all purposely went over to Carmen's sit as asked by Weixin coz the gals wanted to see BB's dimples..haha,he even saud he feel awkward and shy when we were there...Malay was ok as basically i was lauging to simple stuff like when Cikgu Nurul mipronounce a word wich makes it sound super funny..After school went straight home..took those two pics during F&N..Fangyi couldn't stop laughing la..dunnoe why..lol
yes i may have kept quite to ur constant mood swing but sumtimes it juz go overboard?? one moment we may be toking happily then juz like a few mins later u would be like a totally different person..u would tok to me nicely and be so friendly when ur other frends are not wit you but when they are there u would treat me so coldly and give me the look..i hate the constant whisper u share wit ur frends and the look u all give me after dat..it juz makes me insencure..remember u telling me how u hate being treated badly by ur frends,juz so u noe..dats how i feel rght now..
its like i'm a magnet attracting cruel friends..they often tell me how they wish not to be treated dat way but in the end they treat me dat way..
well school was pretty mundane and moody for me..going well for the frst few periods..
F&N was the worst coz i basically juz break down and cried..its juz dat i can't control the emotions dat have been playing in my heart anymore..i have tried to undertsand each of ur problems and reasons to y ur treating me dat way but i juz cannot hold back the tears anymore..
its like i'm getting sick of having to face u all and ur attitude every single day of school..
i felt better after letting out my feelings and what i have kept for so long to tell sumone bout, to Amirah. nevertheless it was still hard for me to tell her wat i have told her..luckily she is understanding and good at giving advice..but Mira i tink i will juz keep to tis low profle frst coz i dunnoe how to confront tis ppl and tell them my feelings..
i tink i started smiling during lunch onwards..i think its funny when we all purposely went over to Carmen's sit as asked by Weixin coz the gals wanted to see BB's dimples..haha,he even saud he feel awkward and shy when we were there...Malay was ok as basically i was lauging to simple stuff like when Cikgu Nurul mipronounce a word wich makes it sound super funny..After school went straight home..took those two pics during F&N..Fangyi couldn't stop laughing la..dunnoe why..lol
Monday, February 25, 2008 @
NO MATHS FOR THE DAY!!!haha..
so happy to see a relief teacher standing infront of our class during maths lesson..i bet the 403 students tink we are nuts jumping and screaming..
its not dat we hate Mdm Roziana or sumting jus dat we need a break from maths..all the probabilities and standard deviation tingy..
Carmen fell in love wit the teacher..haha..dat guy look damn familiar and i was like standing infront of him for quite a long time staring at him and he was like'i noe i look familiar..i got take ur class before 2 yeas back'..haha..see he can remember me and Carmen only..lol..
well Carmen was looking at him for quite a long time at very weird places such as when he was leaning and showing his back towards us..anyone can guess wich part??haha.
He only fits two of Carmen's criteria..tall and handsome..the dark part na'ah..
yes basically we did not do finish the wksht dat was given but i did do like 8qs on my own till i was lazy to do anymore..we were bz reenacting advertisements especially the Indian Curry House, Powershot and Celestial Jewelery..haha..Maths was fun la..
Physics not so dreadful as we are ahead of sylabus so Mr Ng juz gave us a wksht to do and mostly tok wit us bout the aeroplane visit tingy..wats it called again??hmm..watever la..
Eng had spelling test and i scored only 7/10..lol..it brings reminise of primary schooll days..haha..
Mt as usuall abit mundane and fall asleep while halfway thru the MT revision paper dat we had to do alone..luckily Inna woke me up..
After school met Mr Farizal for awhile bout the trip tings and fyi..i'm not going as my mum came up wit so many excuses to not let me go..lol..
Overall quite an enjoyable day..hope Mdm Roziana dun come again tomorow..lol
~shafiq~
so happy to see a relief teacher standing infront of our class during maths lesson..i bet the 403 students tink we are nuts jumping and screaming..
its not dat we hate Mdm Roziana or sumting jus dat we need a break from maths..all the probabilities and standard deviation tingy..
Carmen fell in love wit the teacher..haha..dat guy look damn familiar and i was like standing infront of him for quite a long time staring at him and he was like'i noe i look familiar..i got take ur class before 2 yeas back'..haha..see he can remember me and Carmen only..lol..
well Carmen was looking at him for quite a long time at very weird places such as when he was leaning and showing his back towards us..anyone can guess wich part??haha.
He only fits two of Carmen's criteria..tall and handsome..the dark part na'ah..
yes basically we did not do finish the wksht dat was given but i did do like 8qs on my own till i was lazy to do anymore..we were bz reenacting advertisements especially the Indian Curry House, Powershot and Celestial Jewelery..haha..Maths was fun la..
Physics not so dreadful as we are ahead of sylabus so Mr Ng juz gave us a wksht to do and mostly tok wit us bout the aeroplane visit tingy..wats it called again??hmm..watever la..
Eng had spelling test and i scored only 7/10..lol..it brings reminise of primary schooll days..haha..
Mt as usuall abit mundane and fall asleep while halfway thru the MT revision paper dat we had to do alone..luckily Inna woke me up..
After school met Mr Farizal for awhile bout the trip tings and fyi..i'm not going as my mum came up wit so many excuses to not let me go..lol..
Overall quite an enjoyable day..hope Mdm Roziana dun come again tomorow..lol
~shafiq~
Saturday, February 23, 2008 @
Was lazy to blog yesterdae so did not tok much bout the movies i watched and since i have nuting to blog todae and feeling good..i shall blog bout it..
L change the world(Death Note): i was forced to watch tis movie by Cyril..tis movie is a continuation of its previous 2 movie..i was totally lost at the beginning of the movie as i did not watch any of the two previous movies..i heard whispers"i toght naomi died oready"..as i was lost i asked Cyril only to find out he did not catch any of the previous movie too..luckily got a slight understanding of the movie later on..we were tortured while watching the movie due to someones smelly FEET! like eew..luckily i wasn't sitting at Cyril's or Dheepan's sit as it was more stinky there..thank god to my slightly blocked nose and sitting place..haha..only smelled it occasionally...and we were acting like dogs trying to figure out where the smell was coming from..we were basically smelling each other and i even went to teh extent of smelling the person(idk) next to me..lol..we suspect its the gals behind..back to the movie..its funny coz of the antic of the lead actor(L),its also gross due to the effect of the symptoms u get from the virus..overall its a great show..
Kungfu Dunk: Have waited long to watch tis movie...i was amazed at how well Jay Chou could carry the role of a funny guy in the movie..haha..i like the part when he was fighting the bad guys in the bar and all the basketball match scene especially when he wanted to dunk the ball and ended up hitting his face as well..lol..the lamest part should be when the 4 masters used their powers to play basketball but its still quite funny..and there's tis tall guy sitting in front of me and i was basicallyleaning to the side trying to watch the movie la..didn't dare to asked him to lean down as he looks damn Ah Beng from top to bottom..haha..the gals sitting at the row behind me damn irritating..if u dun find the part when everyone is laughing at funny,dunned to fake ur laughter la and worst of all do a bad job of it..and they keep hitting my head when they want to go out as basically their butt is BIG! i guess so...haha..it is a good show i must say..
So basically its a fun day ytd la..
~shafiq~
Do i have to treat people nicely so that they can treat me badly and hurt me??
L change the world(Death Note): i was forced to watch tis movie by Cyril..tis movie is a continuation of its previous 2 movie..i was totally lost at the beginning of the movie as i did not watch any of the two previous movies..i heard whispers"i toght naomi died oready"..as i was lost i asked Cyril only to find out he did not catch any of the previous movie too..luckily got a slight understanding of the movie later on..we were tortured while watching the movie due to someones smelly FEET! like eew..luckily i wasn't sitting at Cyril's or Dheepan's sit as it was more stinky there..thank god to my slightly blocked nose and sitting place..haha..only smelled it occasionally...and we were acting like dogs trying to figure out where the smell was coming from..we were basically smelling each other and i even went to teh extent of smelling the person(idk) next to me..lol..we suspect its the gals behind..back to the movie..its funny coz of the antic of the lead actor(L),its also gross due to the effect of the symptoms u get from the virus..overall its a great show..
Kungfu Dunk: Have waited long to watch tis movie...i was amazed at how well Jay Chou could carry the role of a funny guy in the movie..haha..i like the part when he was fighting the bad guys in the bar and all the basketball match scene especially when he wanted to dunk the ball and ended up hitting his face as well..lol..the lamest part should be when the 4 masters used their powers to play basketball but its still quite funny..and there's tis tall guy sitting in front of me and i was basicallyleaning to the side trying to watch the movie la..didn't dare to asked him to lean down as he looks damn Ah Beng from top to bottom..haha..the gals sitting at the row behind me damn irritating..if u dun find the part when everyone is laughing at funny,dunned to fake ur laughter la and worst of all do a bad job of it..and they keep hitting my head when they want to go out as basically their butt is BIG! i guess so...haha..it is a good show i must say..
So basically its a fun day ytd la..
~shafiq~
Do i have to treat people nicely so that they can treat me badly and hurt me??
Friday, February 22, 2008 @
Today had X-Country at Bedok Reservoir... kinda sleep and basically dragging myself out of bed as was taking to Weixin on the fon for bout 1 hour during morning bout 12 plus..i arrived early as it was near my house so had to wait quite long for Inna,Khairiya and Shahrezal to arrive..
i did not run competitively for the race..started running only whan i saw Inna,so ran wit her..
the event was ok la..nuting speacial and Panthers won for tis year..walk wit Aqila,dalila and Shayati to Safra where i took my bus home as i had nuting better to do..was basically tired and sick when i reached home and was kinda lazy to go out again after dat as had plans wit Aqila,Cyril and Dheepan..so ironed clothes and got ready..i was late as i wardrobe disfunction..got to noe when i was on my way there dat Aqila is not going as she was sick..so end up Dheepan,Cyril,Ling Yuan,Asyiq and me..
watched Death Note frst wich i had to rush to the cinema as the show was starting..worst ting was it was basically pitch black when we arrived in the theater and i was so scared i will trip and fall on the stairs..lol..i nearly sat on a gal as i toght the seat was empty luckily there were colours on the screen not making it to dark..the movie was ok i guess eventhough i couldn't understand the beginning of the movie and enjoyed it only till the ending..its a funny show and sad too..
after dat went to eat but i didn't eat coz i wasn't feeling well..so yea..after dat watched KungFu Dunk so basically had a movie marathon la..saw letty and Pamela in the teather watching the same movie as us..Cyril and the rest was shocked dat Letty wore such skimpy clothes..i guess she is a good/innocent gal in school..Kungfu Dunk was great..it was funny..i love the fighting and basketball match scenes..found the part where the 4 masters use their power abit wu liao but yet funny..didn't noe Jay Chou could carry such funny character calmly..
after the movies..went to 77th street as Cyril and Dheepan wanted to shop and yea i'm tempted to buy tis formal top..saw Kim Siong wit his cuz or church frends and then saw Baobao and Queeny..forgot their real names..lol..so basically saw alot of east viewians..reached home bout 10 plus..below are some pics i took during the outing and will post X-country pics as soon as i get them from Weixin..so enjoyz..
i did not run competitively for the race..started running only whan i saw Inna,so ran wit her..
the event was ok la..nuting speacial and Panthers won for tis year..walk wit Aqila,dalila and Shayati to Safra where i took my bus home as i had nuting better to do..was basically tired and sick when i reached home and was kinda lazy to go out again after dat as had plans wit Aqila,Cyril and Dheepan..so ironed clothes and got ready..i was late as i wardrobe disfunction..got to noe when i was on my way there dat Aqila is not going as she was sick..so end up Dheepan,Cyril,Ling Yuan,Asyiq and me..
watched Death Note frst wich i had to rush to the cinema as the show was starting..worst ting was it was basically pitch black when we arrived in the theater and i was so scared i will trip and fall on the stairs..lol..i nearly sat on a gal as i toght the seat was empty luckily there were colours on the screen not making it to dark..the movie was ok i guess eventhough i couldn't understand the beginning of the movie and enjoyed it only till the ending..its a funny show and sad too..
after dat went to eat but i didn't eat coz i wasn't feeling well..so yea..after dat watched KungFu Dunk so basically had a movie marathon la..saw letty and Pamela in the teather watching the same movie as us..Cyril and the rest was shocked dat Letty wore such skimpy clothes..i guess she is a good/innocent gal in school..Kungfu Dunk was great..it was funny..i love the fighting and basketball match scenes..found the part where the 4 masters use their power abit wu liao but yet funny..didn't noe Jay Chou could carry such funny character calmly..
after the movies..went to 77th street as Cyril and Dheepan wanted to shop and yea i'm tempted to buy tis formal top..saw Kim Siong wit his cuz or church frends and then saw Baobao and Queeny..forgot their real names..lol..so basically saw alot of east viewians..reached home bout 10 plus..below are some pics i took during the outing and will post X-country pics as soon as i get them from Weixin..so enjoyz..
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @
Learning foreign languages is so damn FUN!!!!
like totally..like seriously..like OMG..lol..
Maisarah was like totally high todae when we were in Popular...haha..
i guess out of Vitenamese,Thai,Tagalog and Korean(i read)..Thai is definitely the funniest maybe bcoz it was maisarah explaining to us wat it meant..haha..mai mai(means forever)..lol..
I was so envious and really wanted to buy Fahrenheit's second album dat has 6 MVs in it..shld have waited long enuf for tis to come out la..i bought the Men Limited Version where there is only 2 MVs and behind the scenes..i tink i repeated tis like umpteenth times oready..haha..
History was fun coz saw how the girls suffered under Miss Santha clench..lol..
Miss Santha was basically picking on the girls hairstyles todae..haha..i tink Elyana suffered the most cause Miss santha went to the extent of tying up her hair for her..haha..
but i dun tink there's a rule dat says ur not allowed to bun up ur hair in the handbook..
the funny ting is when Miss Santha asked wat shampoo Ely use..i tink she wants to use it to calm her hair coz her hair is like a bomb attack dat was dropped only at the bottom part..haha..
I wanna watch so many movies la..especially Kunfu Dunk and P/S I love you...
~shafiq~
like totally..like seriously..like OMG..lol..
Maisarah was like totally high todae when we were in Popular...haha..
i guess out of Vitenamese,Thai,Tagalog and Korean(i read)..Thai is definitely the funniest maybe bcoz it was maisarah explaining to us wat it meant..haha..mai mai(means forever)..lol..
I was so envious and really wanted to buy Fahrenheit's second album dat has 6 MVs in it..shld have waited long enuf for tis to come out la..i bought the Men Limited Version where there is only 2 MVs and behind the scenes..i tink i repeated tis like umpteenth times oready..haha..
History was fun coz saw how the girls suffered under Miss Santha clench..lol..
Miss Santha was basically picking on the girls hairstyles todae..haha..i tink Elyana suffered the most cause Miss santha went to the extent of tying up her hair for her..haha..
but i dun tink there's a rule dat says ur not allowed to bun up ur hair in the handbook..
the funny ting is when Miss Santha asked wat shampoo Ely use..i tink she wants to use it to calm her hair coz her hair is like a bomb attack dat was dropped only at the bottom part..haha..
I wanna watch so many movies la..especially Kunfu Dunk and P/S I love you...
~shafiq~
Monday, February 18, 2008 @
February is such a dread cost is leaves me BROKE!!!!
well let me run thru the occasions celebrated dat i need to use money on..
14 Feb- Friendship Day..use quite alot of gifts..
20 Feb- Khairiya's B'dae..
28 Feb- Aishah's B'dae..
b'dae gifts for closest frends must be the most outstanding and sentimental one so need to spend more mah and plz to two of those b'dae gals..dun reject my presents for you guys after reading tis..lol..i give them sincerely but it is money consuming..but for frend,worth it la..lol...
well school todae was pretty fun..a little grumpy in teh beginning of the day..have u heard the saying dat a hungry man is an angry man?? yea i was hungry coz i didn't eat dinner as i was apparently stuck to the computer and was late to eat dinner after i log out..lol...
Maths getting kinda tiring as u have tis Standard Deviation ting wich is freaking time consuming but happy dat i got over dat topic and now revising probabilities..Physics yet again my grp had to do forfeit but luckily wit 3 other grps as we were tide for the lowest place,only one representative per grp and guess hu was chosen for my grp..haha..lol..yes yet again dancing but kinda boring coz its basically Inna and Amirah singing the song 1,2 step acoording to their grp name..btw my grp name starts wit V so wit help of Amirah decided to name it Vogue..lol..
ok back to the dancing..the guys Khairi,Zaki and i juz had to move our legs to the song..SO BORING! but atleast less EMBARASSING!..eng had a surprise test..no mood to do la Miss flabby arms..lol..MT went thru paper and test paper..i so disspointed la as i only score like 35/50
worst then before so time to buck up..
Anw had mediacorp Artiste tok during Lunch wit Carmen and Weixin..Carmen was so dissapointed into learning dat Felicia Chin had a face job/double eyelid?? as Carmen tinks she is pretty..not cnfrm ah..dun sue me for making rumors..lol..and Carmen dun tink into doing a face job..Natural Beauty is better ok..
After school ended at 3 had to go for the recap of IPP training wherewe would have to teach the sec 1s the following thursday..so special right tis years batch..i dun remember having sumone coming to class teaching us how to do IPP..and we have to wear No.4 on dat dae..Damn SIAN..i dun want la..wit badge sumore..I dun like CLT?? Izuddin..he sucks la keep asking us to drop it down for such minor stuffs..Aishah said its because he wants to see the girls boobs!lol..she keeps making weird sounds when we were dropping it down..then CLT Izuddin inirectly scold us..haha..to add to the joke after the training was over..Aishah said" Laku jugak eh korng nyer pau"lol..basically means dat u gals pau are hot sellers??sumting like dat la..
After dat followed Aqilah and Aishah to TM..went to survey some stuffs too..Laugh alot as got Aishah..haha..
I am so tempted to buy the Fahrenheit album where 6 mvs are compiled in it..the one i have only got 2 mvs and how its made only..and i saw their figurines being sold oready..$48 50..
want to save for dat and juz got to noe dat there are Fahrenheit's Photo Album too..and also Jay Chou's..
Run thru of wat i am trying to save for..
-Fahrenheit's figurines: $48 50
-Fahreneheits Live Concert tickets: $200++??
-More tops,bottoms,caps,belts,shoes: $300++
Total: $548 50
Round Up $550
i tinks dat all bah..but must save for the frst and second points..haha..like DUH support..haha
~shafiq~
well let me run thru the occasions celebrated dat i need to use money on..
14 Feb- Friendship Day..use quite alot of gifts..
20 Feb- Khairiya's B'dae..
28 Feb- Aishah's B'dae..
b'dae gifts for closest frends must be the most outstanding and sentimental one so need to spend more mah and plz to two of those b'dae gals..dun reject my presents for you guys after reading tis..lol..i give them sincerely but it is money consuming..but for frend,worth it la..lol...
well school todae was pretty fun..a little grumpy in teh beginning of the day..have u heard the saying dat a hungry man is an angry man?? yea i was hungry coz i didn't eat dinner as i was apparently stuck to the computer and was late to eat dinner after i log out..lol...
Maths getting kinda tiring as u have tis Standard Deviation ting wich is freaking time consuming but happy dat i got over dat topic and now revising probabilities..Physics yet again my grp had to do forfeit but luckily wit 3 other grps as we were tide for the lowest place,only one representative per grp and guess hu was chosen for my grp..haha..lol..yes yet again dancing but kinda boring coz its basically Inna and Amirah singing the song 1,2 step acoording to their grp name..btw my grp name starts wit V so wit help of Amirah decided to name it Vogue..lol..
ok back to the dancing..the guys Khairi,Zaki and i juz had to move our legs to the song..SO BORING! but atleast less EMBARASSING!..eng had a surprise test..no mood to do la Miss flabby arms..lol..MT went thru paper and test paper..i so disspointed la as i only score like 35/50
worst then before so time to buck up..
Anw had mediacorp Artiste tok during Lunch wit Carmen and Weixin..Carmen was so dissapointed into learning dat Felicia Chin had a face job/double eyelid?? as Carmen tinks she is pretty..not cnfrm ah..dun sue me for making rumors..lol..and Carmen dun tink into doing a face job..Natural Beauty is better ok..
After school ended at 3 had to go for the recap of IPP training wherewe would have to teach the sec 1s the following thursday..so special right tis years batch..i dun remember having sumone coming to class teaching us how to do IPP..and we have to wear No.4 on dat dae..Damn SIAN..i dun want la..wit badge sumore..I dun like CLT?? Izuddin..he sucks la keep asking us to drop it down for such minor stuffs..Aishah said its because he wants to see the girls boobs!lol..she keeps making weird sounds when we were dropping it down..then CLT Izuddin inirectly scold us..haha..to add to the joke after the training was over..Aishah said" Laku jugak eh korng nyer pau"lol..basically means dat u gals pau are hot sellers??sumting like dat la..
After dat followed Aqilah and Aishah to TM..went to survey some stuffs too..Laugh alot as got Aishah..haha..
I am so tempted to buy the Fahrenheit album where 6 mvs are compiled in it..the one i have only got 2 mvs and how its made only..and i saw their figurines being sold oready..$48 50..
want to save for dat and juz got to noe dat there are Fahrenheit's Photo Album too..and also Jay Chou's..
Run thru of wat i am trying to save for..
-Fahrenheit's figurines: $48 50
-Fahreneheits Live Concert tickets: $200++??
-More tops,bottoms,caps,belts,shoes: $300++
Total: $548 50
Round Up $550
i tinks dat all bah..but must save for the frst and second points..haha..like DUH support..haha
~shafiq~
Sunday, February 17, 2008 @
Memang khilafku..menyayangimu..
memang silapku..mencintaimu..
tapi ku tahu semua itu..
tak akan kembali lagi..
Bukan ku pinta segunung janji...
tidak ku harap sinaran ini..
cuma ku ingin..
setulus kasih..
kasih yang kekal selamanya..
Oh..Oh @$%^#@..senyum mu..
enggan pergi..tawarmu..mengiringi..
wajahmu ku terbayang..
hadirmu dalam mimpi..
seumpama bidadari..
potrait mu ku tatapi..
mengharap kau kembali..
Memang ku rindu..
saat bersamamu..
memang tk mampu..melupakan mu..
tapi ku tahu semua itu..
tak akan kembali lagi..
Selamat tinggal pada kenangan..
selamat tinggal pada igauan...
terima kasih..aku ucapkan..
untuk percintaan ini..
tis song really got me addicted..a very jiwang(sentimental) malay song after such a long time..
got to noe tis song from Arif..
got to sae the song is very nice lar..
got noting to post bout todae..
toght of posting bout Fahrenheit or bout Melatar but lazy wanna type for long and its quite late considering tomorow got skool and i still have not had my shower..sumting stinks in here..lol..
~shafiq~
memang silapku..mencintaimu..
tapi ku tahu semua itu..
tak akan kembali lagi..
Bukan ku pinta segunung janji...
tidak ku harap sinaran ini..
cuma ku ingin..
setulus kasih..
kasih yang kekal selamanya..
Oh..Oh @$%^#@..senyum mu..
enggan pergi..tawarmu..mengiringi..
wajahmu ku terbayang..
hadirmu dalam mimpi..
seumpama bidadari..
potrait mu ku tatapi..
mengharap kau kembali..
Memang ku rindu..
saat bersamamu..
memang tk mampu..melupakan mu..
tapi ku tahu semua itu..
tak akan kembali lagi..
Selamat tinggal pada kenangan..
selamat tinggal pada igauan...
terima kasih..aku ucapkan..
untuk percintaan ini..
tis song really got me addicted..a very jiwang(sentimental) malay song after such a long time..
got to noe tis song from Arif..
got to sae the song is very nice lar..
got noting to post bout todae..
toght of posting bout Fahrenheit or bout Melatar but lazy wanna type for long and its quite late considering tomorow got skool and i still have not had my shower..sumting stinks in here..lol..
~shafiq~
Saturday, February 16, 2008 @
sui ran shi jian dan de xing rong
sui ran shi cong fu de dong zuo
ying wei you ni
rang yi qie dou bian cheng bu ping fan
hao xiang feng he ni wo shou xin
jiu zhe yang qian zhu fang bu kai
you ni pei ban hu xi zhe you ni de kong xi jiu shi xing fu
Ti amo Te quiero
mei yi tian dou yao ai shang ni
xiang zhe ni cheng ru meng jing
yi zhang yan yi qing xing
di yi ge xiang dao you shi ni
Sa rang hei and i love you
mei yi tian dou yao ai shang ni
shao yi tian jiu hui yi han
pei zhe ni de guang yin
zen yang dou bu suan suo tou
hao xiang feng he ni wo shou xin
ju zhe yang qian zhu fang bu kai
you ni pei ban hu xi zhe you ni de kong xi jiu shi xing fu
Ti amo Te quiero
mei yi tian dou yao ai shang ni
xiang zhe ni cheng ru meng jing
yi zhang yan yi qing xing
di yi ge xiang dao you shi ni
Sa rang hei and i love you
mei yi tian dou yao ai shang ni
shao yi tian jiu hui yi han
pei zhe ni de guang yin
zen yang dou bu suan suo tou
I so love those two la..
if u dun noe h they are u should call urself STUPID!lol..jkjk..
k the guy's name is Aaron Yan Ya lun..he is 22 years old and he is from a boyband in Taiwan called Fahrenheit..his boyband is very popular and comes second after F4 wich its members are separated which makes Fahrenheit the most popular boyband in Taiwan..they have widen their fans from like different countries which basically is Singapore and also Japan and some other countries la..The members of the Fahrenheit includes Jiro( May noe him from Hanazakarino Kimitachihe or It stared with a kiss and others), Wu Chun( acting in Romantic Princess curently airing in Channel U every wed and thurs,8 pm), Calvin( also acting in Romantic princess)
names are listed according to my likings..out of those four..Aaron has the nicest voice ok..i tink all of them are singing base and the song i like from them are Xin Wo, Bu hui ai, Zhi dui ni you gan jue, Che shen ru hua(for the mv)..but now i like the song Ti Amo sung by only Aaron even thou it states Fahrenheit and duet wit Jade Li..the song os damn nice and yes its the song in my blog..currently saving for their concert wich would probably be held in Singapore in December?? juz save frst in case..lol..
will post in details bout the members background in another post
The lady is Melissa Reyes or juz known as Melissa R from the search for the next doll...
she did not win the competition but came as a runner up and the gal hu wins is ASIA!eeee..
but i tink Melissa R is better off as a soloist..she has a nice voice and her dancing is super good and not too forget she is soooooo pretty...i fell in love wit her from the frst episode of the show..haha..yes love at frst sight..
anw i read an article saying dat she lost the competition as she looks like Nicole scharziniger(sp?)
hu is the lead singer for Pussycat Dolls..nvm la..hope she will excel wit her own power..
~shafiq~
Friday, February 15, 2008 @
Todae was fun as it is so full of energy... 
got more gifts todae la..so thanks to Nadya,Dorothy,Elaine,Dorothea,Aqilah..dats all right??ya..
i was so damn embarassed during physics todae as my grp got the lowest score and need to do forfeit and the class sabo me to dance alone seh..haha..but Amira was asked to sing for me..
i was so damn shy at the beginning but after dat swallowed my pride and shake my butt..lol..view khairiya's blog for the video..
the rest of the lesson was fine i guess..nuting special..
after skool went home to chng to pe kit frst before heading back to school for F&N and then NCDCC..
i did not do anyting much for coursework la as i have saved it in my com and no thumbdrive so merely chatting,singing and dancing away..haha..i cannot be forced to dance or sing,it juz comes naturally..lol..
Amira teach me some dance moves for the teachers dae elebration last year..for videos again view khairiya's blog..haha..
after dat we all decided to sing together la..so sang Because of you and Unfaithfull wit Amira,Inna,Khairiya,Maisarah and Celeste as we were the only one left..i tink we sang nicely together..lol..but of coz i would be the one over exagerating..lol...to hear out voice again view khairiya's blog..haha..
after dat went for NCDCC..i was like basically slacking away and decided to do noticeboard but not enuf stuff to use so tok and tok wit Dheepan frst and then wit Aqila and Aishah..i oso gave them gifts oready and Aqilah made for me a friendship band..so sweet...
after cca went to bbtea shop to slack and were toking wit mdm huda bout love life..actually hers la..haha..later on move on to the hut to continue chatting but i was singing as Cyril wanna hear my voice wether improve or not..luckily yes i tink??haha..
thanks cyril for being my teacher..haha..and after dat went home where aa hearty KFC meal and fried rice was waiting for me..haha..tis are the pics we took..Mdm Huda's a camwhorer too..fyi..SHADRINA was crazy juz now..lol..she was trying very hard to steal my lollipop..haha.
i shared it wit alot of ppl la coz i dun tink i can fiish it by my own lor..
And dearest Khairiya..plz dun be too upset coz maybe he is not the one for you..maybe ur jzu meant to be frends?? maybe its his fault for giving false alarm..i am so sorry for not telling u earlier as i knew bout it juz during cca..i juz dun noe how to break the news to u and toght it would be better for me to tell Inna frst and let him personally tell u..i am so sorry as i feel dat i play a part in u feeling so sad right now..juz let it all out tonite and cry it all out...it will help u in feeling better..if u need a shoulder to cry on..i would lend u mine and lend my listening ears to u..
u have great frends around u and dun need a bf in ur life to make u happy..hey atleast ur still frends wit him right and its better than nuting..but maybe u shld get the picture of him beong ur loved one frst before trying to accept him as a frend ya..no matter wat..we(frends) will always be here for you..
~shafiq~
Thursday, February 14, 2008 @
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL!!!!
hope all u guys had a great v dae like i did...
todae was super great as i was touched by alot of ppl..haha
i really appreaciate the gifts ok...
thnaks to Inna,Khairiya,Celeste,Chen Xinyi,Fangyi,Carmen,Weixin..
i tink dats all right?? and thanks to the rest for the wishes...
todae u can like basically see everyone smiling and even teachers are so nosey as to noe wat we get..haha..especially Mdm Lina and Mrs Cho....lol..
btw the favourite part of todae is during recess..haha..
wish i would have recorded it and replay it over and over again..haha,,
so cute u noe..
how embarassing it was for Mr Doraemon and Miss Khairiya to exchng gifts..lol..
haha..y am i getting so excited??lol..
and to Inna..its ur choice babe..do wats best for you and if u really tink it can work out..go ahead..100% behind u..
the most boring part of todae would be the course i had to go for..but atleast got khairiya and inna so not boring lor..
anw i tink i will gain weight as all the gifts i got was like chocolates,cookies and lollipop..haha..
but i LOVE it..lol..
i love everyting bout todae la..
so hope all u gys had lots of loves too...
bye..
~shafiq~
hope all u guys had a great v dae like i did...
todae was super great as i was touched by alot of ppl..haha
i really appreaciate the gifts ok...
thnaks to Inna,Khairiya,Celeste,Chen Xinyi,Fangyi,Carmen,Weixin..
i tink dats all right?? and thanks to the rest for the wishes...
todae u can like basically see everyone smiling and even teachers are so nosey as to noe wat we get..haha..especially Mdm Lina and Mrs Cho....lol..
btw the favourite part of todae is during recess..haha..
wish i would have recorded it and replay it over and over again..haha,,
so cute u noe..
how embarassing it was for Mr Doraemon and Miss Khairiya to exchng gifts..lol..
haha..y am i getting so excited??lol..
and to Inna..its ur choice babe..do wats best for you and if u really tink it can work out..go ahead..100% behind u..
the most boring part of todae would be the course i had to go for..but atleast got khairiya and inna so not boring lor..
anw i tink i will gain weight as all the gifts i got was like chocolates,cookies and lollipop..haha..
but i LOVE it..lol..
i love everyting bout todae la..
so hope all u gys had lots of loves too...
bye..
~shafiq~
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @
Tomorow is valentines day!!
well school was ok today and had to run two rounds for PE and then learn the shot put..first time i dun dread running as maybe i really want TO LOSE WEIGHT!!haha..
mt was pretty quite as only the sec 4s were left as teh sec 5s went for their Adam Khoo's workshop..so good right two times go...
English was damn boring lar as we had like two hours and Miss Lee was oso not in the state to teach as she is still sick..Get Well Soon...
i love lunch as i laughed the most..haha..i told u i associate fun wit laughter..haha..
only some 408 would noe wat was so fun bout lunch la..haha..
star lesson was ok as we tok bout marriage again and as usual tuminah would get excited...haha..
everyting dat came out from her mouth was all bout sex!haha..
Mrs Cho is Horny!haha..Khairiya shouted dat..haha..
we said she was horny as apparently Adrian ask Amaran to take off his shirt or sumting and then Mrs Cho was liek "HUH!..Amaran Stripping??"..haha..
suppose to go to TM wit Nadya ans Shikin to buy gifts for V Dae..but Nadya was nowhere to be found and can;t get thru Shikin's cell..
luckily got Amira,Elyana and Amani..thanks very much for accompanying me..
so went to TM and CS to find gift..after like a one hour or so then made up my mind to buy ....
hope they like it la and to those hu i will not give gifts tomorow..so sorry ok..
its juz maybe bcoz we are not close anymore or not too close..so sorry..
ooh ya..like i said before..i dun like people to judge me before getting to noe me better!!
but it juz happen to me so often la..
got to noe dat tis guy said he dun like me..ok maybe ha can be excused la coz he atleast noe me quite well as we have gone out together once and sat wit each other few times during recess..
but dun mean u are my best frends close frends i wun say tis..
I HATE YOU TOO!!!!
its not bcoz dat u hate me and so i hate u but juz bcoz i oready dun like you like since last year after i gotten to noe u better..
i juz hate ur attitude..
like seriously!!
u say u wanna get back wit her but tis is how u treat her...u noe wat, ur such a petty person whom would want the gal to acknowledge u frst before u would acknowledge her!...if not u would msg her saying y she ignore u la..wat lah..
i dun mind not having u as a frend coz i oso dun look forward to it ok..
and dun tink u can control her life by choosing her frend for her..her problem la hu she wanna take for frend..
as if ur frend all so good like dat...BODOH!!
nuting better to do izit..handling ppl's life when its really ur life dat needs to get managed...
~shafiq~
well school was ok today and had to run two rounds for PE and then learn the shot put..first time i dun dread running as maybe i really want TO LOSE WEIGHT!!haha..
mt was pretty quite as only the sec 4s were left as teh sec 5s went for their Adam Khoo's workshop..so good right two times go...
English was damn boring lar as we had like two hours and Miss Lee was oso not in the state to teach as she is still sick..Get Well Soon...
i love lunch as i laughed the most..haha..i told u i associate fun wit laughter..haha..
only some 408 would noe wat was so fun bout lunch la..haha..
star lesson was ok as we tok bout marriage again and as usual tuminah would get excited...haha..
everyting dat came out from her mouth was all bout sex!haha..
Mrs Cho is Horny!haha..Khairiya shouted dat..haha..
we said she was horny as apparently Adrian ask Amaran to take off his shirt or sumting and then Mrs Cho was liek "HUH!..Amaran Stripping??"..haha..
suppose to go to TM wit Nadya ans Shikin to buy gifts for V Dae..but Nadya was nowhere to be found and can;t get thru Shikin's cell..
luckily got Amira,Elyana and Amani..thanks very much for accompanying me..
so went to TM and CS to find gift..after like a one hour or so then made up my mind to buy ....
hope they like it la and to those hu i will not give gifts tomorow..so sorry ok..
its juz maybe bcoz we are not close anymore or not too close..so sorry..
ooh ya..like i said before..i dun like people to judge me before getting to noe me better!!
but it juz happen to me so often la..
got to noe dat tis guy said he dun like me..ok maybe ha can be excused la coz he atleast noe me quite well as we have gone out together once and sat wit each other few times during recess..
but dun mean u are my best frends close frends i wun say tis..
I HATE YOU TOO!!!!
its not bcoz dat u hate me and so i hate u but juz bcoz i oready dun like you like since last year after i gotten to noe u better..
i juz hate ur attitude..
like seriously!!
u say u wanna get back wit her but tis is how u treat her...u noe wat, ur such a petty person whom would want the gal to acknowledge u frst before u would acknowledge her!...if not u would msg her saying y she ignore u la..wat lah..
i dun mind not having u as a frend coz i oso dun look forward to it ok..
and dun tink u can control her life by choosing her frend for her..her problem la hu she wanna take for frend..
as if ur frend all so good like dat...BODOH!!
nuting better to do izit..handling ppl's life when its really ur life dat needs to get managed...
~shafiq~
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @
I'm not sure why i feel kinda emo this week..
i juz feel like crying but i juz can't...like seriously..
i dunnoe where or when but i really hope i would juz cry so dat the pain i feel inside of me would fade away..
its kinda funny right how i wish dat i would cry while lots of other ppl are wishing for them not too cry..
i have been hiding tis pain i feel by putting on a fake smile and laughing away to every single joke eventhough it may be kinda lame..
if u were to notice..i have been eating quite alot of late and when i eat lot it juz means i am feeling down ok...
i am sorry to Faeez for being so cold towards u juz now by saying ur a jinx and ignoring u..
eventhough i said those hurtful words while i was laughing and u were also laughing..but i think u felt hurt rght??i dunnoe why but i juz dunnoe why should i treat u kindly when u dun treat me the way u want to be treated..
u come to me when u are alone or in trouble to ask for advice and comfort u but u juz ignore me when ur wit ur other frend and keep disturbing me wit ur childish antics..u may find the way u treat me and how i react to it funny but i dun feel dat way ok!
u repeatedly hurt me by ur harsh words but i always give in and try not to take it to heart but its juz hard ...
u always tell me dat u dun like to be made fun off and would feel hurt whenever ppl call u names..but have u thought dat it may apply to me too??u dun want to be treated dat way but u do that to me...
well maybe dats like a reason why i feel so down tis week..
but life still has to go on no matter how sad/sian ur life is right now...
i'm use to feeling dat way and maybe my life always has to be filled wit sadness and i dunnoe how long would i have to live wit tis.....??......
~shafiq~/~used friend~
i juz feel like crying but i juz can't...like seriously..
i dunnoe where or when but i really hope i would juz cry so dat the pain i feel inside of me would fade away..
its kinda funny right how i wish dat i would cry while lots of other ppl are wishing for them not too cry..
i have been hiding tis pain i feel by putting on a fake smile and laughing away to every single joke eventhough it may be kinda lame..
if u were to notice..i have been eating quite alot of late and when i eat lot it juz means i am feeling down ok...
i am sorry to Faeez for being so cold towards u juz now by saying ur a jinx and ignoring u..
eventhough i said those hurtful words while i was laughing and u were also laughing..but i think u felt hurt rght??i dunnoe why but i juz dunnoe why should i treat u kindly when u dun treat me the way u want to be treated..
u come to me when u are alone or in trouble to ask for advice and comfort u but u juz ignore me when ur wit ur other frend and keep disturbing me wit ur childish antics..u may find the way u treat me and how i react to it funny but i dun feel dat way ok!
u repeatedly hurt me by ur harsh words but i always give in and try not to take it to heart but its juz hard ...
u always tell me dat u dun like to be made fun off and would feel hurt whenever ppl call u names..but have u thought dat it may apply to me too??u dun want to be treated dat way but u do that to me...
well maybe dats like a reason why i feel so down tis week..
but life still has to go on no matter how sad/sian ur life is right now...
i'm use to feeling dat way and maybe my life always has to be filled wit sadness and i dunnoe how long would i have to live wit tis.....??......
~shafiq~/~used friend~
Monday, February 11, 2008 @
School was great today but only during English and Mother Tongue..haha..
whenever i say great u can find me referring to laughter..haha..
well dats me lor..
Yea Miss Lee didn't come today so had a relief teacher and were given work to do but hu cares rght..haha..so were toking wit Amira and Wei Xin at frst but later joined by Zulaika and some others..we tok bout ghost story..haha..
as Amira told the story..i bacame the actor playing the part of the Pontianak..haha..
got tis one part i was acting the part when the ghost would be peeping at you la..then suddenly Hui Ting came from the back peeping at me so i was damn shocked and screamed while in a shock state where my body was shaking..haha..so as usual..the rest oso screamed and the rest i mean are gals ok..
so can u imagine the scream of bout 5 gals and Zulaika happen to be one of them..haha..all attention were later given to us la..
so Paiseh..haha..
Hui Ting seriously didn't noe we were toking bout ghost so she peeped at us to noe wat we were toking bout la but maybe i was so into the acting dat i scared myself..haha..
During Mother Tongue i was embarrased and also sad as i cannot tink of a last factor for my compo yesterdae so left it blank..
then Cikgu Nurul asked those hu never finish the compo to stand and when she saw me standing she was like "Shafiq!!...!!"..i was like huh??me??doen't mean i always hand in my work diligently there wun be a day when i would be a little lazy to tink and finish it rght..haha..but the way she reacted to me not finishing my homework juz states i am a good boy hu has been doing his homework..haha..
ooh yah....had a little argument wit mum yesterdae..she say i am getting rebellious as i have been going out every saturday for juz liek tis past 2 weeks..like wth..
then she continued to judge my frend by saying my frend are bad..so i answered her back trying to prove her wrong but got a lashing from her instead as she say dat i have been very rude of late and always defy her..
i really sun understand adults u noe..wat do they really want from their kids??
and to mum..plz dun judge my frend before getting to noe them frst..
~shafiq~
whenever i say great u can find me referring to laughter..haha..
well dats me lor..
Yea Miss Lee didn't come today so had a relief teacher and were given work to do but hu cares rght..haha..so were toking wit Amira and Wei Xin at frst but later joined by Zulaika and some others..we tok bout ghost story..haha..
as Amira told the story..i bacame the actor playing the part of the Pontianak..haha..
got tis one part i was acting the part when the ghost would be peeping at you la..then suddenly Hui Ting came from the back peeping at me so i was damn shocked and screamed while in a shock state where my body was shaking..haha..so as usual..the rest oso screamed and the rest i mean are gals ok..
so can u imagine the scream of bout 5 gals and Zulaika happen to be one of them..haha..all attention were later given to us la..
so Paiseh..haha..
Hui Ting seriously didn't noe we were toking bout ghost so she peeped at us to noe wat we were toking bout la but maybe i was so into the acting dat i scared myself..haha..
During Mother Tongue i was embarrased and also sad as i cannot tink of a last factor for my compo yesterdae so left it blank..
then Cikgu Nurul asked those hu never finish the compo to stand and when she saw me standing she was like "Shafiq!!...!!"..i was like huh??me??doen't mean i always hand in my work diligently there wun be a day when i would be a little lazy to tink and finish it rght..haha..but the way she reacted to me not finishing my homework juz states i am a good boy hu has been doing his homework..haha..
ooh yah....had a little argument wit mum yesterdae..she say i am getting rebellious as i have been going out every saturday for juz liek tis past 2 weeks..like wth..
then she continued to judge my frend by saying my frend are bad..so i answered her back trying to prove her wrong but got a lashing from her instead as she say dat i have been very rude of late and always defy her..
i really sun understand adults u noe..wat do they really want from their kids??
and to mum..plz dun judge my frend before getting to noe them frst..
~shafiq~
Sunday, February 10, 2008 @
Went out wit Zulaika and Khairiya todae..we went to Marina Square to help khairiya find a gift for sumone la..haha..
spent quite a long time searching but mostly went searching for plush toys la as Khairiya want give him dat..didn't find anyting nice or sentimental so decided to make our way back to Tampines Mall to eat and continue searching but stoped at L.P Zone as i want to shop Bottoms..i bought a Bermuda and a belt..i tink i'm gonna buy tops and caps tis wed..haha..i'm seriously running out of clothes or should i say ran out of clothes oready...
My family tinks i'm getting rebellious as i have been going out often since last 2 weeks??like wth..i'm juz going out wit frends and not as if we are doing sumting wrong..
i noe how to choose my frends and all my frends are good ok..actually wats wrong if i have smoking frends or whatnot as long as i am not influenced its ok wat..i'm not easily influenced by tis kinda ting but dun tempt me to shop dats all..haha..
Ate at Food Culture when we reach TM..we talked quite alot thru dinner and laughed lot too..haha..aftre dinner continued searching and searching..
travelled from CS to TM quite a few times before finally found sumting to Khairiya's liking and have sentimental values..haha..
i really like the gift she bought la..haha..
the three of us kept wishing dat sumone will give us a gift dat is bog and can't be fitted in our bag so we can show off..haha..even tought of bringing a smaller bag on thurs so we can have an excuse not to put the gifts in our bag..haha..
anw after dat made our way back home..reached home round 10+ and here i am typing away..k lah gonna watch my drama now..btw i got khairiya addicted to watching It started with a kiss..haha..see such big influential value i have..haha..
~shafiq~
spent quite a long time searching but mostly went searching for plush toys la as Khairiya want give him dat..didn't find anyting nice or sentimental so decided to make our way back to Tampines Mall to eat and continue searching but stoped at L.P Zone as i want to shop Bottoms..i bought a Bermuda and a belt..i tink i'm gonna buy tops and caps tis wed..haha..i'm seriously running out of clothes or should i say ran out of clothes oready...
My family tinks i'm getting rebellious as i have been going out often since last 2 weeks??like wth..i'm juz going out wit frends and not as if we are doing sumting wrong..
i noe how to choose my frends and all my frends are good ok..actually wats wrong if i have smoking frends or whatnot as long as i am not influenced its ok wat..i'm not easily influenced by tis kinda ting but dun tempt me to shop dats all..haha..
Ate at Food Culture when we reach TM..we talked quite alot thru dinner and laughed lot too..haha..aftre dinner continued searching and searching..
travelled from CS to TM quite a few times before finally found sumting to Khairiya's liking and have sentimental values..haha..
i really like the gift she bought la..haha..
the three of us kept wishing dat sumone will give us a gift dat is bog and can't be fitted in our bag so we can show off..haha..even tought of bringing a smaller bag on thurs so we can have an excuse not to put the gifts in our bag..haha..
anw after dat made our way back home..reached home round 10+ and here i am typing away..k lah gonna watch my drama now..btw i got khairiya addicted to watching It started with a kiss..haha..see such big influential value i have..haha..
~shafiq~
Friday, February 8, 2008 @
Wanna wish a Happy 19th Birthdae to Nor Aisah..
And a Happy Belated 25th Birthdae to Nor SimahTis two sisters celebrated their b'dae todae but i wasn't there for most part of the party..juz arrive later as before dat i was out wit Nabilah,Hidayah,Nutzirah and her cuz. Supposed to do homework first but i came late and they were oready done wit their homework by then..haha..i noe i'm alte but i'm not a tardy king ok..juz dat i met them later as i have no intention of doing my homework..
Met them bout 2 plus and went searching for Frame la for the collage i made for them but to no avail...so after searching high and low as most shop are CLOSED!..we decided to go arcade frst..haha..i had no mood to play any games so i juz stood one corner watching ppl dance and i saw Dorothy and Zhiwei..and no,they are not together..haha..they were trying so hard to covince me..haha..
so after awhile began searching for new stuff and decided to give them chocolates la wit the collage i made them..hope they like it la.....jzu hate finding gifts when most shops are CLOSED!!
anw there are lots of sales and my body kept asking me to go inside the shop to shop and start reaching for my wallet but my mind kept resisting and yes my mind won..haha...
ooh yah i made a remark to my mom on the sales they were having juz now and how i want more jeans and she said this..
MOM: what happen to the money u have??
ME:i used up most of them oready lar..
MOM: ooh..the tings on sale really nice meh??
ME: ya lah...
then my mom kept quiet but has tis look dat i tink she is going to give me money to buy atleast one more jeans/bermudas and tees or watever i want??haha..i really hope so la..
any mom reading my blog here??is tis signs of a mom giving in to her child??haha..
ooh yah..going out wit zulaika and khairiya tomorow for Friendship day shopping..for khairiya la..i'm going wit Nadya and ?? on wed...
k lah enjoys the pic i took juz now...
Thursday, February 7, 2008 @
Juz started watching It started with a kiss..its a great show i tell u..haha..
and im watching ep 5 and tis particular scene is damn funny...
i guess it will be for Khairiya..haha..she can definitely relate to this..haha..go watch..
Joe Cheng and Ariel lin is juz super cute together and very compatible la..haha..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YhwnZqhu3A
and im watching ep 5 and tis particular scene is damn funny...
i guess it will be for Khairiya..haha..she can definitely relate to this..haha..go watch..
Joe Cheng and Ariel lin is juz super cute together and very compatible la..haha..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YhwnZqhu3A
@ THINGS DAT ARE KEEPING ME BUSY!
I have lots of things dat are keeping me busy right now..
i have to think of wat to get for my cuz b'dae which is like TOMORROW!
wat to get for my friends on Valentines/Friendship day..but i think its who should i get for is wats keeping me busy thinking..
Homeworks...
Cuz b'dae- well i dun noe wat to get for them la..its a b'dae celebration for the sisters, Aisah and Shima and no..they are not twins..haha..i have an idea of making sumting for them la,a framed card perhaps but i'm tinking bout wat i should give along dat?? Chocolates,accesories?? aiyah anyting will do i guess,the toghts wats count..
Valentines/Friendship Day- i have a few names in mind oready and its quite alot leh..haha..then wat should i give them?? should i give all of them the same ting or different and wat is appropriate??
Homework- Homework i have is quite alot ok..and the homework i dread the most is F&N task analysis..i have oready written down wat i really tink shld be written to have good marks la but mdm lina juz ain't satisfied wit it..very tiring u noe having to do teh same ting over and over again and it is juz not getting any better..haiyah...
well i guess problems concerning money is the one really keeping me BUSY!!...too much celebrations la on february..and i'm going out to watch movie tis sat..maybe watching Kung Fu dunk..i really hope tis money problem can be solved QUICKLY!
~shafiq~
i have to think of wat to get for my cuz b'dae which is like TOMORROW!
wat to get for my friends on Valentines/Friendship day..but i think its who should i get for is wats keeping me busy thinking..
Homeworks...
Cuz b'dae- well i dun noe wat to get for them la..its a b'dae celebration for the sisters, Aisah and Shima and no..they are not twins..haha..i have an idea of making sumting for them la,a framed card perhaps but i'm tinking bout wat i should give along dat?? Chocolates,accesories?? aiyah anyting will do i guess,the toghts wats count..
Valentines/Friendship Day- i have a few names in mind oready and its quite alot leh..haha..then wat should i give them?? should i give all of them the same ting or different and wat is appropriate??
Homework- Homework i have is quite alot ok..and the homework i dread the most is F&N task analysis..i have oready written down wat i really tink shld be written to have good marks la but mdm lina juz ain't satisfied wit it..very tiring u noe having to do teh same ting over and over again and it is juz not getting any better..haiyah...
well i guess problems concerning money is the one really keeping me BUSY!!...too much celebrations la on february..and i'm going out to watch movie tis sat..maybe watching Kung Fu dunk..i really hope tis money problem can be solved QUICKLY!
~shafiq~
Wednesday, February 6, 2008 @
The day didn't turn out as i expected it to be!
the camwhoring session didn't even started,the celebration was boring,spot check for a missing earpiece..yeap u guys didn't hear wrongly..juz a earpiece..,postponed coffeebean again and also why out of so many ppl i always have to see you??
Camwhoring session didn't started- i guess we were all too busy trying hard to finish decorating the class..i think some pics are wit Zulaika but its juz random la and i dunnoe y i juz dun like any pics dat i took of myself todae?? i tink it juz looks bad??well eventhough we did not have our planned camwhoring session,it juz great how the class eventhough juz half was working hand in hand to finish decorating the class eventhough some hu were there were juz idling around..i tink we did a great job of decorating the class eventhough most of our ideas were being copied by teh sec 5s...SHIT!
Celebration was boring- it was really boring la..the part when the chinese orchestra were performing was the most boring one as it is juz boring..haha..the skit put up by the sec 3s were ok i guess only dat i did not hear a word they were toking bout and the whole plot of the story juz doesn't make sense..i tink the singign by Mr Yu was fine as he has a nice tone but the way he plays the piano and sing is juz funny..haha..khairiya juz couldn't stop laughing la..i tink mdm rani was the most funny..haha..
spotcheck for missing earpiece- its juz funny right how a spot check would be carried out for my class as a classmate loss his earpiece..haha....its not as if its a Handphone..well everyting is valuable i guess..anw if u want a earpiece,i have an extra one,sony ericsson right??
Coffeebean postponed- as Inna,Khairiya,Zulaika and i was hunfry we toght of posponing coffeebean to a later date la..so went to eat at KFC instead..there were lots of East viewians there la..had some talks wit the gals la..i juz its better off to be single right Inna?? maybe ppl dun see they way u look at the guys u fall in love wit in the same point of view as you do..??.. i guess u juz have to make a choice of being excepted by ppl they way u are now when u are single or rather be wit a guy alot of ppl dun like and be ignored by them??
i tink u will have greater power of ur mum then him right??try to tok ur mum round tis holiday break and try not to let him have any contact wit ur mum for this 4 days??
maybe he is juz trying to make u jealous or trying to get back at you for having hurt him before??if he has no feelings for you anymore..forget bout him and try to open ur heart for a new person or juz be single..its fun being single to u noe..no need to tink much bout how u look everyday..haha..well i,khairiya and zulaika and others will always be here to lend u our listening ears and shoulder to lean on k..^_^
Why do i always bump to you out of any other one i noe??- i guess since you really hate me alot..i can also really hate u alot too rght..wanna noe y i tink u really hate me alot?? well u sent me testimonials to how u tink i stared at you when i didn't,during east view idol auditions..u were toking to ur frend and having that ugly smirk on ur face while looking at me,how u were again toking to ur frend bout me while looking at me when i saw u at the arcade juz now...can u juz come and tok to me face to face to why u hate me so much rather than toking bout me behind my backs..i sumhow tink ur such a coward as u deleted all the testis i gave you and will always stop toking bout me to ur frends when u noe i'm looking and do not dare to even look at me when ur alone but if ur wit ur frend..u juz will keep looking at me like i owe u money!i like see u more often than i see my friends u noe..i'm not trying to make any enemy right but infact i tried to make it up to you?asking u when i supposingly stared at you but u juz dun seem to make frend??so juz fuck off..anw..my friend list is still open so juz drop by ur registration form to me if ur interested..
well dats bout it la..i saw Miss Rahayu and Mr Tahar at TM todae..i tink they were gonna catch a movie?? is there sum ting on wit them??haha..
anw wanna wish all my chinese frends
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! GONG XI FA CAI! ANG POW NA LAI!
~shafiq~
the camwhoring session didn't even started,the celebration was boring,spot check for a missing earpiece..yeap u guys didn't hear wrongly..juz a earpiece..,postponed coffeebean again and also why out of so many ppl i always have to see you??
Camwhoring session didn't started- i guess we were all too busy trying hard to finish decorating the class..i think some pics are wit Zulaika but its juz random la and i dunnoe y i juz dun like any pics dat i took of myself todae?? i tink it juz looks bad??well eventhough we did not have our planned camwhoring session,it juz great how the class eventhough juz half was working hand in hand to finish decorating the class eventhough some hu were there were juz idling around..i tink we did a great job of decorating the class eventhough most of our ideas were being copied by teh sec 5s...SHIT!
Celebration was boring- it was really boring la..the part when the chinese orchestra were performing was the most boring one as it is juz boring..haha..the skit put up by the sec 3s were ok i guess only dat i did not hear a word they were toking bout and the whole plot of the story juz doesn't make sense..i tink the singign by Mr Yu was fine as he has a nice tone but the way he plays the piano and sing is juz funny..haha..khairiya juz couldn't stop laughing la..i tink mdm rani was the most funny..haha..
spotcheck for missing earpiece- its juz funny right how a spot check would be carried out for my class as a classmate loss his earpiece..haha....its not as if its a Handphone..well everyting is valuable i guess..anw if u want a earpiece,i have an extra one,sony ericsson right??
Coffeebean postponed- as Inna,Khairiya,Zulaika and i was hunfry we toght of posponing coffeebean to a later date la..so went to eat at KFC instead..there were lots of East viewians there la..had some talks wit the gals la..i juz its better off to be single right Inna?? maybe ppl dun see they way u look at the guys u fall in love wit in the same point of view as you do..??.. i guess u juz have to make a choice of being excepted by ppl they way u are now when u are single or rather be wit a guy alot of ppl dun like and be ignored by them??
i tink u will have greater power of ur mum then him right??try to tok ur mum round tis holiday break and try not to let him have any contact wit ur mum for this 4 days??
maybe he is juz trying to make u jealous or trying to get back at you for having hurt him before??if he has no feelings for you anymore..forget bout him and try to open ur heart for a new person or juz be single..its fun being single to u noe..no need to tink much bout how u look everyday..haha..well i,khairiya and zulaika and others will always be here to lend u our listening ears and shoulder to lean on k..^_^
Why do i always bump to you out of any other one i noe??- i guess since you really hate me alot..i can also really hate u alot too rght..wanna noe y i tink u really hate me alot?? well u sent me testimonials to how u tink i stared at you when i didn't,during east view idol auditions..u were toking to ur frend and having that ugly smirk on ur face while looking at me,how u were again toking to ur frend bout me while looking at me when i saw u at the arcade juz now...can u juz come and tok to me face to face to why u hate me so much rather than toking bout me behind my backs..i sumhow tink ur such a coward as u deleted all the testis i gave you and will always stop toking bout me to ur frends when u noe i'm looking and do not dare to even look at me when ur alone but if ur wit ur frend..u juz will keep looking at me like i owe u money!i like see u more often than i see my friends u noe..i'm not trying to make any enemy right but infact i tried to make it up to you?asking u when i supposingly stared at you but u juz dun seem to make frend??so juz fuck off..anw..my friend list is still open so juz drop by ur registration form to me if ur interested..
well dats bout it la..i saw Miss Rahayu and Mr Tahar at TM todae..i tink they were gonna catch a movie?? is there sum ting on wit them??haha..
anw wanna wish all my chinese frends
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! GONG XI FA CAI! ANG POW NA LAI!
~shafiq~
Tuesday, February 5, 2008 @
Todae was fun i guess..
during History miss santha tok bout materialism and all dat she said kinda relate to what i post bout few days back..haha..i juz find dat wat she tok bout was true and i really tink she should start a blog..haha..
wats wrong wit my mum?she is laughing like mad watching this malay variety show..haha..
i laugh a whole lot during Mother Tongue la..all thanks to Sharifah from sec 5..she is damn funny i tell you..haha..i guess it was juz me la hu will laugh at the slightest ting..haha..
everyone keep turning back to look at me as i can't control my laughter..haha..
kk la actually i have nuting to blog bout..like seriously..
have plan for tomorow..maybe going to starbucks after school and i wanna go to Bodyshop
and tomorow got the CNY celenbrations and need to decorate class..got plans to really camwhore tomorow la..haha..
k lah nuting else to blog bout la..bye
~shafiq~
during History miss santha tok bout materialism and all dat she said kinda relate to what i post bout few days back..haha..i juz find dat wat she tok bout was true and i really tink she should start a blog..haha..
wats wrong wit my mum?she is laughing like mad watching this malay variety show..haha..
i laugh a whole lot during Mother Tongue la..all thanks to Sharifah from sec 5..she is damn funny i tell you..haha..i guess it was juz me la hu will laugh at the slightest ting..haha..
everyone keep turning back to look at me as i can't control my laughter..haha..
kk la actually i have nuting to blog bout..like seriously..
have plan for tomorow..maybe going to starbucks after school and i wanna go to Bodyshop
and tomorow got the CNY celenbrations and need to decorate class..got plans to really camwhore tomorow la..haha..
k lah nuting else to blog bout la..bye
~shafiq~
Monday, February 4, 2008 @ MORNING SICKNESS!!!!
OMG!! i had morning sickness juz now..i tink i am pregnant..haha..atually i am pregnant and i dun even noe hu the mom is..haha..
Guys get pregnant the cool way..girsl had intercourse before they are pregnant but i juz "kiss" two girsl and here i am 2 months pregnant..haha..kk..lame..
well i said i have morning sickness as i had nausea early in the morning where i was so sick till i vomitted..felt better after dat but i had tis bad backache and was craving for something sour or sweet..haha..wat do u call it if its not MORNING SICKNESS!!haha..
kk..school was ok only dat i was so sleepy la... need to start bringing someting sour to keep me awake and oso my friend..btw..we had rearrangement of sits all thanks to MR MARTIN TEO ZHI XIANG..haha,,he keep toking dat t'cher started changing sits..happy at frst as i was sitting beside weixin and zulaika but then t'cher ask me to sit wit Zhi wei..so all the bitchings wit zulaika is reduced la..must turn to tok to her for now..
sorry if i made any of you feel bad la especially zhi wei as i showed no expression on ym face wether i was happy or angry in the morn as i was feeling sick..i am not angry wit anyone k..hee..
anw tis gal is so the shameless..ppl hu call u hot and other crazy names are desperate gasl izit??and y u reply so fast ah??u waiting for my reply right..
hot person replied...so if my friends call me those names means they are desperate ah??and i dun wait for ur reply..i'm on msn and they send me email so i read and reply..
haha..serve her right la for acting as if she is so hot and ppl would want to wait for her testimonials..plzzzz la eh..
~shafiq~
Guys get pregnant the cool way..girsl had intercourse before they are pregnant but i juz "kiss" two girsl and here i am 2 months pregnant..haha..kk..lame..
well i said i have morning sickness as i had nausea early in the morning where i was so sick till i vomitted..felt better after dat but i had tis bad backache and was craving for something sour or sweet..haha..wat do u call it if its not MORNING SICKNESS!!haha..
kk..school was ok only dat i was so sleepy la... need to start bringing someting sour to keep me awake and oso my friend..btw..we had rearrangement of sits all thanks to MR MARTIN TEO ZHI XIANG..haha,,he keep toking dat t'cher started changing sits..happy at frst as i was sitting beside weixin and zulaika but then t'cher ask me to sit wit Zhi wei..so all the bitchings wit zulaika is reduced la..must turn to tok to her for now..
sorry if i made any of you feel bad la especially zhi wei as i showed no expression on ym face wether i was happy or angry in the morn as i was feeling sick..i am not angry wit anyone k..hee..
anw tis gal is so the shameless..ppl hu call u hot and other crazy names are desperate gasl izit??and y u reply so fast ah??u waiting for my reply right..
hot person replied...so if my friends call me those names means they are desperate ah??and i dun wait for ur reply..i'm on msn and they send me email so i read and reply..
haha..serve her right la for acting as if she is so hot and ppl would want to wait for her testimonials..plzzzz la eh..
~shafiq~
Sunday, February 3, 2008 @
kk tis is specially for zulaika and those hu wanted to see the ghost pic..
@ Materialistic
Eventhough Valentines has yet to arrive and still along way to go(1 week+)..alot of ppl have been blogging bout it oready...of coz anxiety will build up for ppl hu are attached but not for ppl like me hu are single..i dunnoe wether its better to be attached or single?? each of it juz has its pros and cons i guess..
well valentines day are not exactly for couples..Valentines day is also known as Friendship day!
its the time where you can celebrate it wit ur beloved friends as everyone special in your life has their own day..for example u have Father's day,Mother's day,Grandparent's day,Family day, Teacher's day and also Valentines day/Friendship day..any left out??
wat does all this day symbolises??well i guess it symbolise dat u shld treasure tis loved ones and everybody should have tis category of ppl in their lives where u can celebrate wit them on those special days and also depend on them during your gloomy days
I really hope tis years Friendship day will be more meaningful than last year wit my new friends hu can oready be considered close frends..
All those gifts dat we get on 14 February is only materialistic and doesn't state anyting..its wat the heart of the giver contains dat truly counts..so wat if u get alot of gifts on dat dae but those ppl hu gave u those gifts dun even take u for real..dats wat i call not sincere..giving juz for the sake of giving.
Well it is true dat everyone will definitely compare to each other to see hu has the most gifts and it will make u happy if u were to receive more gifts..seriously, i would feel happy too if i were to receive more gifts tis year but it is juz wat we want not wat we need..i really hope i have turned more mature tis year and not expect more gifts tis year as eventhough ur frend may not give u gifts..it doesn't any less show dat they care for you..yes i noe dat i have been so materialistic the past few years expecting gifts for every special days like friendship dae and b'daes but i juz guess it makes me feel more contented than ppl juz saying happy valentines day or happy b'dae.
i dun seem to care wether the gifts i got from ppl is sincerely from them or izit juz bcoz they give it to me to show dat they care for me..but now i care more for the sincerity than the materialism..i dun care if u were to juz give me juz a plain ugly card, pasar malam clothes or even a simple gesture of saying happy b'dae or happy valentines dae but as long as it is wit sincerity..i would gladly accept it wit a great big smile and saying "thank you, i really appreciate it".. i always believe in giving witin your own mean..doesn't mean if person A were to give Person B Bag from Puma selling at $120,Person C have to give someting more expensive than or equivalent to dat..Person C can juz give Person B a imitation Puma bag from pasar malam selling at $12 but filled wit sincerity and i believe at person B will appreciate it wit wide hands open unless they are for Paris Hilton dat will be a whole different ting..haha
Well i guess singaporeans or teens are juz very materialistic..well its juz the mindset dat makes us like tis... nowadays, i tink teens are much more materialistic and branded than adults..i guess if u were to compare a teenagers wardrobe to an adult u can definitely see dat teens are more branded..i'm toking bout normal adults here,not actors..
its all in the upbringing of the kid..if the parents were to give in to every single ting the kid wants from small,the kid will definitely grow up to be someoen very materialistic..i am lucky to not be like dat..i call teenagers like dat spoilt brat..well they are juz kids born wit sliver/gold spoons in thier mouths..i guess mine is juz the normal stainless steel or plastic spoon..haha..
After saying all tis it doen't mean i'm so noble as not to be so materialistic..well i am actually..everybody is materialistic to be honest..it is juz the difference of how more or how less materialistic we are..i tink i belong to the middle section..how bout you??
well i hope i got the message across dat materialism isn't every ting..i didn't intend to hurt or specifically say bout anyone here..juz randomness opn my part..if u felt dat i am hinting to you..well perhaps its time u chng not to be too materialistic
all those talks bout spending Valentines/Friendship day wit beloved friends...Aqilah,Cyril,Aishah and me has agreed to celebrate dat day to our singlehood..haha..anyone wanna join??
~shafiq~
well valentines day are not exactly for couples..Valentines day is also known as Friendship day!
its the time where you can celebrate it wit ur beloved friends as everyone special in your life has their own day..for example u have Father's day,Mother's day,Grandparent's day,Family day, Teacher's day and also Valentines day/Friendship day..any left out??
wat does all this day symbolises??well i guess it symbolise dat u shld treasure tis loved ones and everybody should have tis category of ppl in their lives where u can celebrate wit them on those special days and also depend on them during your gloomy days
I really hope tis years Friendship day will be more meaningful than last year wit my new friends hu can oready be considered close frends..
All those gifts dat we get on 14 February is only materialistic and doesn't state anyting..its wat the heart of the giver contains dat truly counts..so wat if u get alot of gifts on dat dae but those ppl hu gave u those gifts dun even take u for real..dats wat i call not sincere..giving juz for the sake of giving.
Well it is true dat everyone will definitely compare to each other to see hu has the most gifts and it will make u happy if u were to receive more gifts..seriously, i would feel happy too if i were to receive more gifts tis year but it is juz wat we want not wat we need..i really hope i have turned more mature tis year and not expect more gifts tis year as eventhough ur frend may not give u gifts..it doesn't any less show dat they care for you..yes i noe dat i have been so materialistic the past few years expecting gifts for every special days like friendship dae and b'daes but i juz guess it makes me feel more contented than ppl juz saying happy valentines day or happy b'dae.
i dun seem to care wether the gifts i got from ppl is sincerely from them or izit juz bcoz they give it to me to show dat they care for me..but now i care more for the sincerity than the materialism..i dun care if u were to juz give me juz a plain ugly card, pasar malam clothes or even a simple gesture of saying happy b'dae or happy valentines dae but as long as it is wit sincerity..i would gladly accept it wit a great big smile and saying "thank you, i really appreciate it".. i always believe in giving witin your own mean..doesn't mean if person A were to give Person B Bag from Puma selling at $120,Person C have to give someting more expensive than or equivalent to dat..Person C can juz give Person B a imitation Puma bag from pasar malam selling at $12 but filled wit sincerity and i believe at person B will appreciate it wit wide hands open unless they are for Paris Hilton dat will be a whole different ting..haha
Well i guess singaporeans or teens are juz very materialistic..well its juz the mindset dat makes us like tis... nowadays, i tink teens are much more materialistic and branded than adults..i guess if u were to compare a teenagers wardrobe to an adult u can definitely see dat teens are more branded..i'm toking bout normal adults here,not actors..
its all in the upbringing of the kid..if the parents were to give in to every single ting the kid wants from small,the kid will definitely grow up to be someoen very materialistic..i am lucky to not be like dat..i call teenagers like dat spoilt brat..well they are juz kids born wit sliver/gold spoons in thier mouths..i guess mine is juz the normal stainless steel or plastic spoon..haha..
After saying all tis it doen't mean i'm so noble as not to be so materialistic..well i am actually..everybody is materialistic to be honest..it is juz the difference of how more or how less materialistic we are..i tink i belong to the middle section..how bout you??
well i hope i got the message across dat materialism isn't every ting..i didn't intend to hurt or specifically say bout anyone here..juz randomness opn my part..if u felt dat i am hinting to you..well perhaps its time u chng not to be too materialistic
all those talks bout spending Valentines/Friendship day wit beloved friends...Aqilah,Cyril,Aishah and me has agreed to celebrate dat day to our singlehood..haha..anyone wanna join??
~shafiq~
Saturday, February 2, 2008 @
Went out wit Aqilah,Aishah and Cyril juz now.. had great fun la..met them at Tampines MRT Platform..it was cold la but the atmosphere created by the rain was nice especially when we were photowhoring at the waterfall at suntec..Cyril dressed up like a rockstar man...haha..all of them had skinnies on..wanting to get one but dunnoe if it suits me coz i dun have large thighs but juz a bit fleshier??haha..wanted to catch a movie but the gals wanted to go off bout 7 plus as they still had to go to Amirul's belated b'dae celebration...i got Aqilah a belated pressie too..she was surprised la as i asked her wat chocolate would be nice and she toght i wanted to buy it for myself...haha..had great fun going out wit them la..the fun part was when we were waiting for Izuwan,Ahmad and his cuz at Fox at suntec..haha..
Aishah and Cyril got into a argument and juz funny la..another fun part was when we were camwhoring at the fountain after Izuwan all dat went home..haha got idea for the fake kissing..haha..
Cyril oso koled me a cap head..haha..but he got praise me photogenic wat..lol..
