Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

The year 2007 has its ups and downs for me..As tis is the last day before 2008 sets in.. i wanna make a special tribute in my last 2007 blog entry specially for my friends i've made thru tis difficult year and oso share wit you guys wat i've been thru tis year...

Jan-I picked F&N as my main subject for sec 3 and was sen to teh class 308..i started out real wobbly in dat class as i have no one dat i really am close to...i guess having no one to talk to and discuss stuff wit kinda affected my grades..i totally drop real badly in the subject i noe i can excel in wich is History..Kinda embarassin when i got 8/25 for my frst test and dat was like the lowest

mark for dat class...slowly..i have made some very good friends-Fang Yi, Dorothea, Maisarah, Nadia,Khairul,Shahul and not in any pic Zaki,Jovin and a good advisor Dorothy..Dorothy and Fang Yi were the first two ppl hu introduced themselves personally to me whne we went for the sec 3 orientation camp..slowly the rest of the name mentioned came to my friend list..soon..i need not eat alone if faeez recess timing was diff from mine as i have new friends..

Feb- I was very much expecting the delivery of my niece Nor Rihanna Shazirin..she was my sis frst child..i have always loved kids and finally have my very own niece to play wit..haha..her appearance to our family really had made me sort of closer to my sis and her husband..My niece is super damn cute..but can get very irritating and noisy sumtimes..but one ting for sure..she is very funny..

March- I became good frends wit my juniors in my cca..i mean we have been close since ending of sec 2..but juz more closer tis time round..

and not to be left out Shadrina..but no pic of her..

April-The loss of a friend, Senthil b Prashanth..it came as a shock for me..i tink it came as a shock for everybody..no one would had expected dat to happen..That incident really reminded me dat life is short and to not ever take anyting for granted..after dat incident i guessed i very much treasure my friends more..and loved everybody like there's no tomorow..i oso now stop and tink b4 doing anyting dangerous..i dun want my family and friends and all my loved ones to grieve over me for someting foolish dat i did dat cost my life..

July- Thaqif's 3rd b'dae celebration as usual at Aloha Chalet..hee..and oso on the 16 of july is my b'dae ..yeye..turned 15..haha..so celebrated the day wit my good friends..so sweet..even got a b'dae treat..and thanks for the pressies guys..

Aug- This is the month where i grow closer to making new friends wit Inna,Khairiya,Zulaika and Amira..hu noes dat teh friendship could chng to such a close one..especially between me,Amira and Zulaika..guess our gossip Fri helped..haha..h

ope tis new friendship of mine

wit those 4 babes would be stonger in the year 2008..

Sept- The month where my friendship wit Dorothea turn sour..i guess her relationship turned sour wit everyone..well blame it on her attitude..she likes to boss ppl around and scold ppl..like wth BITCH!! all her dirty laundry was exposed one day when she was absent form school..Jovin and Zaki juz poped the qs wether we liked Dorothea or not..btw we now call her Bee Chok..(sassy neighbour cast)haha..surprisingly no one liked her la..she backstabbed all of us and talk bad bout us la..so after dat we all gave her the cold shoulders..did i tell u dat the day we gossip bout her was liek on the Fasting Month??haha..but i was sick dat day and didn't fast so was ok for me and Inna..hee..

Oct- Hari Raya!!haha..well its a nice Hari Ray for me as i wore contacts..haha..but only wore contacts for 2 months..wanted to buy for one and half year supply la but too bad as i oready spent alot on my new specs..This is oso the month when i began to befriend Carmen and Wei Xin..Maybe bcoz of my very outgoing and fun characteristics..i can click well with those two..and tis is oso the month i saw such a very fun facilitator..that soon came to be sort of frends??hope so..haha.

Nov & Dec- well..the months dat i have to spend my time doing hmwk..haha.but rather i spend my time watching tv..online and oso going out..so currently paying the prize by having to rush thru my hnwk...haisshh..hee..tis is oso teh year where i really feel the joy of x'mas and oso new year..new years eve could be better to spend wit my frends hu are currently so bz wit family..haha..Tis is oso the month w

here i began to be closer to Aisha,Aqila and hakim..

I oso want to thank my friends hu have been wit me for three years..going thru thick and thin wit me..especially to faeez..hu have seen the worst of me..swearing and scolding him bcoz of being so irritating but still remain good friends wit me..i really appreciate the love and care by you guys..u guys are oso the one hu have heard me whine over very small matter and wathch me breakdown under pressure and emotions and stood by me to console and support me..Thank You Guyz..hope our friendship will continue to last 4ever....ooh no..i'm getting emotional..i'm actually controlling my tears as i pen down my thought of friends..haha..well..my friends will noe dat i'm a very sentimental guy hu treasures every relationship and presents dat doesn't have to be so pricy..coz the thought is wat counts..i oso want to say thank you to my family hu really have seen me grow up for 15 years now and seen the worst of me..being rude..throwing temper tantrums...

Ady is missing in tis pic..i oso wanna thank him....

New Year Resoution...

1)i really hope dat i could be a loyal and more filial son tis year round..

2)treasure my friend more

3)improve on my grades

4)slim down to 60 kg??haha

5)be more attentive

6)be more patient

i kinda haven't givem much toght to my new year resolution..so those are like the ones i really want to improve on..point no 4 has been my new year resolution for 2 consecutive years..but still have not yet reach 60 kg..but for sure..have loose weight..hee..so that is my tribute to friends and family..but i tink i focused more on friends...i really tink dat i am more closer to friends than family..haha..ooh wait..i am quite close to some of my relatives..This four is i guess the closest...Thank you guys..for accompanying me cam-whoring..haha..

So hope u enjoy my friend and family tribute..to those hu are not listed..my apologies..maybe i have forgotten or u are just not my frend...do remind me if i have forgotten ur name..after all that has been said...2007 has kinda been wonderfull..the year wich i have made quite alot of friends...sorry if tis post was abit draggy and boring..but i juz wanna show my loved ones dat i love them so thevery much..HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

~shafiq~

HAPPY 80th BIRTHDAY TO MY GRANDFATHER!!! 80 and still walking strong..

So collected my jeans today..after dat got myself ready for the dinner/b'dae celebration..dinner was fine..no pics during dinner as kinda bz..as the place was kinda crowded..so we made our way to cik lina house for the cake cutting..the way back to lina estate was funny as all were youngsters..AZURA was high today..she keep making jokes lah.."hayang3"haha..after all arrive..sang b'dae song in all language except tamil..haha..i have not heard a tamil b'dae song b4..hee..the cake wasn't dat nice..talk bout Royal making the nicest cake..haha..it was a blackcurrant cake..the paste in between the cake was kinda yucky..hee..we had a masseuse for a day..haha..no lah it was abang Faizal..he said he have some massaging skills..so the aunties wanted to give it a try..hee..i guess it worked as cik tipah leg was kicking fast..hee..btw..baby Aleeyah Qishtina came..she is super cute..i love her name..hee..so after dat went home..now currently chatting wit Nisa and Nadera..planning for an outing..i wanna go out tomorow..countdown anybody??haha..
~shafiq~

THURS-

so had training on thurs..as usual..not much time to practice for cca fair..till now i am still not sure wat the hell we are doing for cca fair..Aqilah and i was asked to take care of the sec 2s and 1s...so abit nervous to be giving command...hee..i totally suck at giving the sizing up command..hey..atleast i tried although not as smooths as Shawn's..
i think the juniors enjoyed themselves more lah tis practice compared to the rest as Aqilah and me aren't dat strict and way cooler..i think..haha..
we laugh a whole lot..haha..thanks to me la..haha..
as ppl were clearing up the parade square...i act as if i was helping to look after Nabilah as she had a fall...but as we both were damn bored..took candid pics of ppl..but lazy to post the pics la..take much space some more..hee...so after the practice finished bout 5??btw..every body was high towards the ending of the practice..especially shawn..haha..so relax at the hut for awhile before proceeding home..
FRI-went out wit Samira,Hidaya,Nutzirah and Aqilah..Nabila and Hakim was suppose to follow too...but couldn't make it
so went to TM to buy my jeans and Aqilah wanted to buy Maziana's b'dae gift..quite alot of ppl la..but not as crowded as it was on x'mas eve...bought my jeans at S&K...i was so wishy washy la bout the size...one is quite loose but quite comfortable..another was not too loose but abit tight on the knee but looks nicer..eventhough both are of the same design..hee..shall not eleborate on teh size..haha..in the end took the bigger one..biger by two sizes...after dat went to CS..i oso spend time trying to find X-Family's DVD or VCD dat comes wit eng subtitles..but weren't available..so had our dinner at Food Culture..tips for you guys..do not wear white if u were to eat Tom Yam..haha...in the end Aqilah bought chocolates for Maziana..yumyum..after shopping was done..headed for the Arcade...we spent time playing table soccer..so much fun la..we made like a whole lot of noise..haha...then there was this guy who came over and stood infront of us as we were playing..toght he wanted to take a pic of the game as he took out his fon..but he was just there to share the joy by looking at us shouting like a mad bunch of bimbos..haha..after dat watched a guy dancing on Para Para...it was as if he was in pain and agony..his facial apperance was so hard to see...feel sad for him..haha..his dancong was brutal la..haha..after dat headed home..saw Kim Siong and Fazreena infron tof Tampines MRT...and oso Mr Rama..hee..i wanna spend New Years Eve outside..countdown wit friends..haha..but kinda hard if ur below 18..if i can make it..maybe my friends can't..hmm..
~shafiq~

HMWK!!!

well...i have finish my eng hmwk..hee...left wit maths,malay and chem....well..will only do chem tomorow as i wil be borrowing the qs paper dat i lost from Khairiya..thank you khairiya..hee..

ok i have no problem wit completing chem i tink..coz its all mcq and if Sharifah hanisah can finish it..so can i..hee...

then malay...hmm..i have lots of ideas to do for the oral...but then i must tink wether its interesting and have a learning objective or not??haiya...so maybe completing malay tomorow or fri...

Maths...hmm..maybe juz do a bit la..then when school reopens...copy..haha..but wit understanding..yeah....

Tomorow have ncd practice...really hope we dun beat around the bush anymore and juz practice for CCA Fair....

i wanna go finish up my shopping list...left wit buying bottoms...i wanna go tis fri...provided my frends can make it lar...still need to buy the plastic wrapping ting for my books...and still need to write my name on the books..

Why do holidaes have to go so fast...??... but atleast it means i can see some of my frens dat i haven't seen for weeks..hee..

Can i like do a last min exercise to get rid of atleast 2 kgs?? i really tink dat i have gained weight lah..of coz i am not so vain as to take my weight every day...furthermore i dun have a weighing machine at my house..should buy one i guess...hee..when i look in the mirror..i look fat..but sumtimes whne i take pic..i look ok...when i ask my frends..tehy say the same ting too..

Is the mirror playing tricks on me??haha...i really dun want to go back to TAF sey...already out then must go back in so embarassing...

k lah byez...
~shafiq~

wow!!..longest shopping trip EVER....luckily the headache didn't strike me yesterday...slept at 5am yesterdae..as i juz couldn't get to sleep...and woken up by Caca fon kol at 10 am...asking me tp accompany her and cik silah to TM....since i needed to buy my skool bag..i agreed...TM only got extremely packed..at bout noon...luckily by then..we have done our shopping...saw hazrul nizam there too..heck care...he is not popular anymore..haha...bought my converse bag...and bossini's t-shirt...the offer is Crazy!!haha...walking to small mac at interchng saw Aida,Nisa and sum more ncc students there..and oso Fitri...acknowledge nisa for awhile and then bought baby's(azura) Macdonald order...by the got a kol from Bibik Yani...asking wether we are interested to go to Vivocity to shop...so agreed and met her,pakcik yus,azura and Thaqif at Mak Mok's house..got to reast for bout less than 1 hour...then set off to Vivocity..so 4 ppl at the back seat of teh car..amazingly..it wasn't cramped..hee...thanks to bibik yani's.cik silah's and mine small butt...haha..Azura dun tink so..haha..reached Vivocity at bout 3 plus..quite packed lah..but not as packed as TM...at Vivocity saw Roslan(Anugerah) and Alfarahizah Awangit...all not so popular..hee...as per normal..when the adults go shopping to like almost every store ther is...caca,azura and me would be standing outside the store making stupid jokes...haha..I HATE OSIM SONA PILLOW..its ad is so shocking...as we wre walking past tis TV...suddenly the ad was played...so suddenly got a loud snoring sound lah..haha...so azura and me were shocked...haha..it really shocked me u noe...serious...haha..so we laugh non stop till i turn red..hee...so waited to see if anyone else would be shocked..apparently there is..hee..quite funny their reaction..after Vivocity went to eat at Rasa 21..at tampines..saw shikin(305) over there..with her family..aftre the late dinner...went home..hee..i still need to buy my jeans...maybe will buy tis fri..after getting the kachings from my mum....so enjoy the pics..became a tourist for the day..hee..