Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

Today is fucking horrible man..
the party that we planned didn't turn out as smoothly as i toght it would be..
i also got scolded for sumting dat i didn't do...
it is suppose to be sharifah who need to give t'cher the Folio yesterdae but she sae she need to run off and ask me to give when i am oready carrying alot of stuff home..
then juz now Mrs Cho was asking me why the folio was still here and then i say sharifah never return..
then sharifah quickly push the blame on me!!
she say..'i ask shafiq to give wat..' then she run away...
ask her to go and Fuck Off lah...BITCH!!! then i need to go down and sent the folio and Mrs Cho oready give me the i dun trust u kinda of look...dat is wat i hate the most man...being scolded for sumting i didn't do...after i came back up..Sharifah was like asking me questions so i confronted her and say very sharp words to her...serve her right...
confirm she was embarass as i said dat infront of lots of people...lol...
then i say to her that ur not trustworthy and she didn't except the fact..bitch...
then the other ting was when they make announcement for all councillors and t'chers to go to hall for the celebration...
then Dorothea juz came up to me and say go and collect all the money from the for the Yearbook and Class Photos...
then she ran off..so i did the work...
then after eating all dat..everyone juz walk off running away not trying to tidy up the class...
onlie a few stayed..the regulars lah...they will know and to them thank you...
but then some like Shahul..eat alot but when ask to saty back for awhile to tidy up..he/she say ooh cannot must go home early..wat the heck!!
btu there are some who really need to go ah..but atleast they stay back longer to tidy up some b4 leaving..
at then end i was left alone to do everything...
i must pick up all the litters...wipe the spilled drinks and lots more that my back hurts from all dat bending...
so after that when i was about to go home wit faeez..luckily he was there to help tidy up abit...thank you...:)...Dorothea and Sharifah came back up...
Dorothea was like onlie u tidying up..??wheres the rest..
then she noe onlie me and faeez..still dare to say..have u washed the water dispenser??
then i sae no..she gave me the bitchy look...
then still shout2.."where's the plastic bag dat i brought in the morning along wit the water dispenser.."..then i sae dunnoe..she sae..u all go and bring home for me..i dun care..
at that moment i was like going to burst oready....but i controlled...then i gave Sharifah the key and went off...
Then Sharifah called me beck when i was at the staircase...
when i walked back..Dorothea asked me to stay back to count the money..i was like wat the hell.. i did sumting wrong in writing the money i collected..the she gave me the bitchy look....so i cannot take it anymore so i say lah..u juz tell me to do and juz walk off like dat..how am i suppose to noe wat ur toking about....luckily i still controlled my temper..if not all the bad words will definitely come out....
k lah dats wat happen to me todae..
i wun be involved in any more planning in future...
~shafiq~

halo ppl...
i got to noe dat i am out of TAF yesterdae..so happy but must lose more as dun wan to be in it again...
todae there was alot of information given to me or rather let out by alot of ppl dat meybe too much for me to handle and absorb...
mainly i got to noe hu dun like hu...
before i get to dat..
me and maisarah and gang went to buy some tings for the t'chers dae celebration and went back to skol after dat to finish doing the invitation card....
hehe..
i am quite please wit the outcome but there are still sumting needed to finish...
juz now as were doing the invitation...i got to noe from some ppl..shall not name the person..
i got to noe dat she dun like tis guy and after dat when going home wit nisa and deborah..got to noe dat, dat guy oso dun like her..lol...
i oso got to noe dat dis guy dun like me witout even noeing me ..
dats wat i hate the most....
dun noe me but still can sae dat he dun like me and dun understand..
cnfrm dun understand lah....ass hole...
i hate sia...
if he noe me and then dun like my characteristics nevermind lah..
now dun even nore me and i tink dun even noe me but still can sae dun like my characteristics...!!!cibai!!
he tink i like his characteristics meh...i oso dun oike him lor..face abit like monkey..lol....
so skinny sum more....
k lah dats all..i feel batter leting out my feelings..hehe...
bubyes..

sori...
been quite a long time since i post an entry..
hehe...
well..
i am quite frustrated wit one ting..
I cannot play any videos or songs!!
so frustrated sia..
wat is wrong huh??
hmm...
well..now me and my friends are quite bz preparing for the t'chers dae celebration..
cannot wait for tis week to come..
will be so bz..
i cannot wait till tomorow as we will be cooking tomorow!!!
yahoo!!!
we were suppose to cook about 3 or 4 weeks ago but mm Dorothy Chang was on hospital leave and still on hospital leave but mdm lina will be taking us..
heard dat she will be soming back to school on t'chers dae and guess who will oso be coming back on dat dae???

well..i ts Auntie Ng...haha..i mean mrs Ng...lol..
cannot wait to see her..
hehe...
well i have nuting juch to sae and been long since i on my com for long as it is boring as cannot listen to music!!!
so frustrated sia...
k lah cao..
dats all...
bye..
~shafiq~

halo....
todae is really a tiring dae u noe...
had quite a boring 6 period of F&N..
then go home..change and head for cca...
had UG Games Day todae...
its juz about all the uniform groups and also the Military band playimg games against each other
the games played are soccer..captain's ball and floorball...
i watched the captain's ball match more than the soccer one..much more fun mah..lol...
for ur info..my cca is leading..go NCDCC...we all RAWK!!!lol..
all thanks to all the gasl and also the supporters..lol...
i was like shouting like hell like dat..until my voice running away..lol..
then we win..got some ppl so jealous until tok bad about our players lor...
they sae wah..thet gal short cannot jump still want to jump...
then still want to sae..they wanna take out one of our gals...as she is really good...
well wat can i sae..they are juz jealous..lol.....
i tink Girl Guides had the best sportmanship as even they losing...they still had fun....
u go gals..hehe....
k lah i too tired ti sae anything..will continue tomorow...cao...
~shafiq~

Yo Yo Yo!!!
wats up ya all...lol...
hmm...
to dae was like so damn unlucky for me and some of my other clazmates....
frst of all during recess...
we were all sitting in class doing our hmwk and studying...then from the corner of Khairul's eyes..he saw a black figure passing by..suddenly he say VEERA!!!
i was like ..wat the hell...... then i toght he didn't notice us ..but he did...
he went in to the class and ask we were all doing here...then he ask all of us to line up in a row..and he wrote our name....and as u might have guessed...we were sent to detention...
we of coz rebeled and say dat Mr Ee sae that u can stay in teh class if u are doing ur hmwk...
we are not making tis up but Mr ee really said dat..not to me but to Dorothea and the rest...
u noe wat he replied...
he said.." dat is Mr Ee and not me..." in his indian esence....lol...
u noe wat..the frst ting u notice when u tok to him is his big round prosperous belly....lols...
after dat we continued wit lessons...we oso got to noe dat 305 oso kena...hehe...
during maths...i oso tis female t'cher walk into our class...the frst ting i said was.."Mr vinay never come!!??"..and she juz smile and the rest of the class was like so excited...
then as were enjoying the good news..hehe...Mr Vinay walk in...we were like wat the hell...
he told the relief t'cher he is okay oready..haisshhhh...
dat is y i sae tis is the unlickiest dae of my and some of my other classmates dae...hehe...
ooh yah..i 4got to tell u all wat happen during MT...
we had a debate and it was really hot..hot...hot...
started of sloow but became hotter as the clock ticks away..lol...
so i did not sae anyting juz now but i will try to state out my points tomorow...hehe...
so after skol..we went for our detention...
we waited for him and he did not turn up..
at the end we found him at the suspension room...
he sae we would be released by 2 10...then Carmen said sumting and Mr Veera replied.."u better watch ur bloody words.."..lol..
then we went to the porch to serve our detention...
we all very bored and hungry so we went to grab sumting to eat...
after dat we were bored and we went to sit at the bench infrnt of the general office...
we all started playing alot of games and laughing...
there was tis gal..hu is quite big..she has short hair and Jovin and Shahul called her S.R Nathan..lol...
then we when Mr Veera came to check on us...
S.R Nathan had to walk by and we all like laughing aloud and he was like "u all better behave urself..."..then we all kept quite...
then he went back to the general office..so Carmen and me decided to sing the Wizard of Oz song...Both of us sang it in a opre tone..very funny lor Carmens tune..hehe....
after dat we all went home...
cannot wait fo PE..hope it would be fun and Amira already reminded me to be crazy tomorw...
lol...k lah cao...
~shafiq~

hmm....
wat can i sae bout todae??
During recess..me and the usuall grp sat down in class...so we were listening to music..me and amora was miming the songs wit some actions..then there was a a very nice song..as u noe..i cannot hear rythm or i will dance..lol..so Amira dance frst..then i dance..and there will all screaming..wohooooo....lol..then they ask me to dance again but too many ppl in class oready...sp they say after skol....well..the onlie funny incident dat happen to me was during Physics..hehe......lol..haha..;p...
well..tis is the story..
i was sitting down toking to Inna and Khairiya...then i found tis popper b4 the lesson..as the bottom part of it was oready opened...i went to pull the string dat was still intacted....haha..
i toght dat there will be no more explosion..but there is...
i pulled it and the next ting i noe was a loud POP sound and a spark..lol...
then Mr Isaac Ng was liked so shocked..then he asked wat was it..i toght i would get scolded..but apparently not thank goodness...he juz said that he was so shocked..hehe..the rest oso the same..i tink i am the one hu had the most impact lah..lol...khairya and inna oso shocked...hehe...
dat was so funny lor....then when we were going home..Amira all dat kept persisiting on me dancing..but i managed to escape..hehe...but i need to dance tomorow...Inna and Amira will sing the song Cinta tomorow..hehe...
after skol..me,dorothea,natasha,maisarah,sharifah and faeez went to TM to go and find presents..hehe....
we frst went to Perlini Silver ask dorothea wanna but her present there....after me and maisarah choose the nicest bangla and earrings for her...we all went to minibits to find present for the same person but by me, inna and khairiyah. We bought the person a necklace wit her initial on it...and a pair of earrings..after dat we went home..
about 6 plus..i went down to go and cut my hair..then dorothea called me to say dat the one of the earring diaminds is missing...she bring it home for me...so now i dunnoe wats gonna happen..juz stay tune tomorow to noe much more..hehe..like watching a drama like dat..lol...
bbye...
~shafiq~

yo wats up ppl...hehe...
finally got a chance to blog.hehe..
u noe wat happen juz now...
during MT..
we were asked to do a dialog on Blog...
then we were divided into groups of those who agree that blog is good..and dun agree...
i obviouls agreed..hehe...then Ms Nurul suddenly ask wether anyone wanna share their blog website wit the whole class...that was when everybody look down as obviously no one wanna show their blog to the whole class rght..hehe..
then some idiots said my name...so i shouted no lah!!haha...luckily ms nurul did not show mine or anyone else one...hehe...
i am juz hoping that she would not insist on showing anyone else blog..hehe...
we were will have a debate tomorow regarding the topic and i know obviously who will one to step up to debate..hehe...
my class was introduced a new maths teacher other than Mr Vinay juz now..he is none other than the emo t'cher..Mr Chua..haha..can u imagine..he rebond his hair..
it is so damn straight lah..haha..Mr Vinay and Mr Chua look like Shahul and Jovin about 10 years to come..lol...i will try to take pics of them for u to see..hehe....when i said that shahul look like Mr Vinay..mr Vinay say i must go and chng my specs..haha..u see how much ppl dun wanna look like shahul..lol..haha..hehe..
for the frst time..Mr Ng never come to skol...we were all like so damn excited..haha..no wonder yesterdae night rain lah..lol...then this short t'cher who look like Mr lau..the old one..hehe..
we were playing tis english game using paper..and he thought that we were playing UJA board..however u spell that..its juz a game when u will call a spirit infrnt of u..sumting like dat lah..so after that he ask us to stop playing...after that me, khairul, zaki and maisarah tell ghost stories among each other...khairul's mom experience was the most scary lah..i was like so scared...it happens in Mandarin Hotel...iam so scared dat i am not going to tell u all..hehe...and summore..tis is the seven month on the chinese calander..so batter watch ur mouth ppl...;p..
i dun wan to offend any ghost here..i am lucky that i never saw one,..not that i can remember..
onlie dat my mom told me that i kena posses when i was still a kid..i dun even remember it..i oso dun wanna remember it..k lah dats all for my entry todae..juz remember to stay happy and smile always..hehe..
~shafiq~

sori...

lazy to post any new entry the last two daes...hehe...

ok..frst..i will tell u wat happen on 8 august....

its the national dae celebration and also the Uniform group(UG) Recognition dae...

frstly..i wanna thank god dat Mr Ee did not tell any grandmother story..lol..

witout it..it was oso quite long..damn tiring u noe..standing there witout fidgeting much....

my feet felt so hot u noe...

after the whole ting finish...my CCA went for water break b4 proceeding for phototaking...

after dat..i went up to the hall for the national dae celebration..

so damn boring lar sey.....

onlie the skit was funny..hehe...the rest was so boring...

my ear drum nearly ruptured as tis t'cher was singing so loudly and so badly..lol...

u all guess ah hu...hehe...

after dat..we went down to the parade square for the games between the t'chers and the students....

as there was nuting much to see...

me and my other friends went to the canteen to buy drinks and eat sumting....

then suddenly i fel so popular...

2 gals went up to me to take picture wit me...haha..ala...its onlie Zahira(mangosteen) and Tuminah(abang mok)..hehe...i like NP NCO t-shirt seh...so nice...smile...

after dat went to watch the hockeymatch and then blah...blah..blah.....the go home..hehe....

Me, Faeez and my juniors went to eat at McDonalds....

sabrina so iritating...everytime scream seh..hehe....

then we actuall wanted to kill time by going to a playgrnd as Faeez wanted to go home and i felt tired..i didn't joined them....

dats wat happen on 8 august..

then on 9 august....

My history gang and I went to Nadia house to do the hist project....

we reach her house at about 1 pm like dat...

we did the project at the Tv corner as Ying Han brought her Laptop along....

we were so distracted wit watching music videos all dat..haha....luckily got iylia to pull us together....

we kept changing ideas alot of time dat we finished till about 6 plus...

ooh yah...while over there... Zaki and I helped nadia's dad carry nadia's old closet downstairs..so heavy seh..hehe....

Zaki went home early...not fair....

we all kept on laughing throughout doing the project...all bcoz of Ying Han..kept on cracking jokes..haha....

then as i was bored..

i went to to take some sluty pics og myself and the rest doing their work...hehe..

after dat we went home..

took bus 5...the bus so damn cool sia...the seats are not the same as any bus..its as if ur in a lounge or sumting..hehe....luckily got ppl...if not i would have taken pics to show u guys..hehe....

and there was todae...boring as ever..hehe...

~shafiq~

hei ya!!
nuting much happen in skol todae!!..
we all went to the library todae for english so dat we can read book and then do a short write uo on it...
as usual..me and some of the rest discussed about the t'cher dae celebration...
as we were planning on wat to have as menu on dat dae...
i feel dat we should ask the rest too..so i wanted to ask them but wei xin said it first..
she koled Carmen over and wanted to tell her..
as Dorothea feel dat is better to tell the whole class at once later when everyting is finalised..she toked in a very loud pitvhy voice..so Carmen toght dat Dorothea was scolding her..so she shouted at her back..
dats when the situation got tensed......-_-.......
then Dorothea feels dat all dat she has done wasn't appreciated and she toled us dat yesterdae when she ask Carmen to pay..she refused...
so i and Amira being the one hu will settle everyting went to explain to Carmen and friends...
luckily they understood and said dat they were okay wit the food choices...and Carmen sae she will pay...
haha..i tink i and Amira has juz a very sweet face dat eventhough sumone is fuming hot but when look at our face they will feel relaxed..;p...lol..haha...hehe...
so settled wit dat...Inna and Maisrah went to tok to Dorothea to find out why she is so angry about...
but they didn't managed to get anyting out..
As we were left wit no one else to ask to keep the money...we asked ms Safiah to keep for us..
Thank you Ms Safiah!!:)..
as were making our way up to klas...
i tried to aske Dorothea..but she never tell me anying xcept for the last part when she said sumting so soft and fast dat i couldn't get wat she was saying..
we all tried to make her laugh in klass...
and i maneged to make her laugh wit my fabulous acting!!
(thank you)2..haha..lol..hehe...
to be honest....
i am thorn in the middle as both of them are my frend..
so i did not side wit anyone..
during SS..we were scolded by Mdm Natasha as when she was absent on Fridae..this stupid fat bitchy t'cher...came to relief us....
she gave the wrong ting to do and we asked her a qns..she became bitchy about it...
when i helped Mdm Natasha wit her laptop and other stuff....
she asked me why we refuse todo ah..so i told her wat really happen lor...smile...
the rest of the 3 period of Physics..nuting happen..hehe...
after skol...i,Natasha,Dorothea went to eat lunch....
then we met Amira, Wei xin And Nadya...they sat together wit us..as sumone else is oready accompaniing me...Dorothea and Natasha went back to skol frst..
Nadya was so the noisy lor...
frst time heard her toking so much and so loud..hehe....
as Wei xin and Nadya bought drinks from the bubble tea shop...
this stupid uncle....say better to throw tis b4 leaving...
when we were still sitting there....
he camr by and tok in a very loud voice saying hu never throw..
so me baing pathetic...replied him..
as we were making our way home..
Wei xin And Nadya forgot to throw the drink..
then he tok to me sarcasticly y never throw..
after dat wei xin and nadya went to throw it..
irritating uncle!!!!
haha..
k lah dats all i have to sae..
wish me all the best tomorow..
hope i wun faint..hehe..
~shafiq~

halo ppl...

came home late and tired..smile....
had my cca juz now...
i got promoted to SGT ..
soo happy...
hehe....
todae is oso the practice for Recognition dae if i am not wrong..watever it is..
it is to be held on wed wich will oso be the naditional dae practice...
hehe...
soo tiring sia
had a few practices and so damn tiring as u need to stand there for quite a long period of time...
hehe...
ur leg feel so hot from the heat from the ground....
ur back oso feel so so tired as u need to stand upright...and ur hand will feel stiff...
i really hope and i noe the other taking part in tis wants Mr Ee not to tok so long on dat dae as we all noe he likes to tok alot..hehe.....
after we were dismissed..
me and my other cadets went to relax for awhile at the hut at the bubble tea shop...
we were laughing all the way for about an hour..
i reach home at about 8 10 pm...
so late u noe..i mean from skol lah..
hehe...
k lah dats all i have to sae about
smile..
~shafiq~

halo...halo....
to dae is juz like any other dae...not too much of the boom boom...
except for the part during PE...
first of all..we all went to take our height and weight...
Amira was like so scared to take her weight....
finally the time came for her to take her weight!!!
hehe...
at first when she took her weight....
and it exceeded 50 plus..she jump off the weighing machine screaming..
it was very shocking as i was paying attention to her weight and suddenly she jump off the weighing machine and screaming..lol..haha...
then she took her weight again but mr peh block the view so we cannot see her weight...
after that i took mine....i was like so damn scared if i were to gain weight but i actually lost weight..eventhough it is 1 kg..it stll means sumting to me u noe..u all wanna noe my weight rght..haha..ok lah it is 67 kg..hehe.....haha...
i then took my height and i grew by 1cm onlie...now i am 1.66 cm....like wat like dat...
i toght i would be like 1 68 or sumting u noe...not fair..arrgghhh!!!!
we were then allowed to play any games we want and as the parade square is damn packed....
me and my clique..haha..
went to the field there..but not in the field to laugh and laugh and laugh again...
haha..everyone was like so high then as all were not themselves...
Amira and i kept on dancing..hehe...
we then decided to play catching and dunnoe y...from playing infront of the field..we end up at the canteen..haha..
all Inna and Amira fault for bringing us there..haha..lol..jkjk..
we then went to support the other clazmate as they were playing captain's ball against the Sec 206!!!!!
we lost to them u noe last week....
so pathetic.....
but then we dunnoe hu the winner is as we all ran off so dat we dun need to carry the benches back to the canteen....
why must we rght...we didn' even play u noe...;p....
There is one more ting...
i miss the chance to hear Miss Safiah singing while Jovin plays the piano....
all bcoz i need to wait for some ppl to get out of the class to make their way to the AVT but they took their own sweet time..!!!...
we oso planned to wat cake to buy for the b..... haha..cannot tell....
later some kepo ppl oso wanna follow....
no offence!!....:)
we oso confrm to hu is going and the time....
unfortunately.....after i went to ask my cuz...she told me to better book as scared it will be packed....
i oso got to noe dat the timing would be 12 to 2.30 pm and 6 to 9.30pm....
so it means we need to change the whole timing again.....
and i juz got to noe dat Dorothea wanna celebrate her b'dae oso..
OMG!!!! need to but 4 ppl b'dae present on the same dae oso and t'chers dae present sum more!!
OMG!! help me!!haha..
but Dorothea everytime treat ppl so i must repay her lah..
she oso bought for me b'dae present..
haiyoh..
k lah tell u all the latest update tomorow
haha...
k lah bubye
~shafiq~

ok so...
todae we all planned about the lunch we gonna have during september....
it is also to celebrate ppl celebrating their b'daes on dat dae!!
at first we were toght of going to eat at Swensens but then ask opinions from the othersb of where else to eat.. so they came out wit all sorts of ideas...
finally we came doen to Sakura international buffet at Downtown East....
as we weren't sure of the price..
i koled my cuz while Inna ask her auntie...
the price per head is $20 to $24 like dat lah...
so since Dorothea is going to pay some of the price for us as she wanna treat us but too many ppl wanna go..
all of us must pay atleast $14 for the balance money for our meal....;p..
mostly everyone was ok wit the price but some weren't ok..saying it is expensive....
but the moment Dorothea sae she will pay for some ppl the full cost.....her/his face lighten up...
hehe..
no offence...
so we discussed again and at then end i consult Dorothea telling her not to pay full ah coz its not till one month dat we are going to eat so they can save the money....
so we were all opk wit it..
in total she will be paying for about 15 ppl half of the price while the rest hu wanna follow must pay themselves...like Tuminah, Zulaikha and zaki....
i am not sure if she wanna pay full for Ms Ang or not...hehe...
so juz a while ago some of us chatted about the price, venue and someting else..
so soem say it was to expensive but still sae maybe wanna go but got certain ppl sae to Dorothea...
not to offend u..he/she will noe hu i am toking about...
He/She: Dorothea..actually u dun need to pay full for me u noe...i can fork out some money myself..
Dorothea:ooh...how much u willing to fork out??
He/She: ooh..about $2 to $4 can lah....u onlie need to pay abit for me..
ok tis is the conversation he/she had wit Dorothea...tis is juz to summarize wat Dorothea sae to me ok..it might be abit wrong...
Tis is the conversation Dorothea had wit me..
Shafiq: eh..i counted all the ting oready and everybody need to pay $14 or more onlie...
Dorothea: oh..ok lor...can u help me tell Sharifah??
Shafiq: ok....
me and dat somebody
Shafiq: eh..everybody need to pay $14 or more u noe...Dorothea is not going to pay full for anyone..
He/She: HUH!!! so expensive......
after dat he/she never reply...
hehe....
dats all lah....
will continue tomorow as some still haven't confrm...
Tomorow tyhe last date for them to confrm f they wanna go or not as we all oso need to focus on teachers dae celebration..hehe...
sorry if i offended anyone in tis entry..
its juz dat i feel tis is my blog and i am free to post anyting i like dat i tink those ppl should noe..
hehe..
~shafiq~