Love is giving someone the power to hurt you,but trusting them not to

Walking thru the hallways of the grocery store picking out items we need to stock up. Planning wat to eat for dinner later on and looking for the ingredients.. Bickering a lil bit on each other's choice of food items. Making payment and after which helping each other out on carrying the bags of goods home.

Upon reaching home, both of us changing to something more comfy and beginning to dish out a meal. Each of us cooking the meal the other wanted. After finish cooking, both of us sits on the dining table and starts eating the meal, complimenting and maybe even cricticising the taste of the food. haha.

After finish eating, we both wash the dishes together and after dat go for a hot bath together. After cleaning up. maybe watch tv together for awhile. After awhile, head up to bed and prepare to sleep for the nite. Sleeping in each others embraces till morning...

BUT...........

Dats not wat i get. Everything i do is either alone or with frends. Asking for a min of ur time is like asking for something almost impossible. Does work and money really matters so much? Its just the beginning for us but i feel like its almost the ending....

Tired of being the one to always give but not to receive. I dun need the money dat you give me for me to enjoy wit frends, but i NEED the love and attention dat you cannot give me. Izit so hard to understand?

Kamsa Hamnida!

Labels: I love you, relationship

Paiseh, paiseh for ignoring tis blog of mine for awhile now.. Been busy with work and outings and seldom at home unless its time to sleep. Lolx

Time has been passing by very fast as half of 2009 has already pass. The next ting you know, you would be in year 2010..haha. Can't wait for july 16 2010 when i'm finally legal and would'nt have to dissapoint my frends when they ask me out to play. '@'

Last tues went out wit William, Timothy and Sharon. Knew Sharon thru William and she is super fun:D Went out shopping at vivo and was so tempted to buy lots of tings but as you guys might know, i would prolly have used up all my money wich is true.haha. Half true la since i still have a lil left..

After curbing myself from al the temptations, i finnaly gave in when i saw a bag at Pull and Bear wich i find super cute . Its sort of my dream bag(exxagerating) as it is spacious and i can stuff in the loads of ~~junks~~ barang2 i usually brng out.

After shopping, trained down to Plaza Singapura for Ajisen...Timmie went off to meet his other frends so din followed us. Was freaking hungry and everyting looked super nice. After eating went home of coz as all three of us have work the folowing day. A few picies tooked

Plus i just got to know on tues dat Pussycat Dolls has a concert right here in SIngapore TODAY!!!! Am i an idiot or wat to not know dat. Sharon told me and i was super jealous dat she's going and i'm not=_=....

SO now i can only settle to waching their live performances on the net..

Jai ho

Kamsa Hamnida!

Labels: Jai ho, outing

Saturday 9th May @ Cuzzie's son's first month celebration cum her Birthday celebration. Left early..

Saturday 9th May @ Left early to meet Timothy for lunch, Winnie l8tr on joined us to have dinner wich was later on canceled:D Winnie seriously cannot take selca(self cam). Her failed 2 attempts and my succesful 2 attempts.

Thursday 14th May @ Met up wit Bee,Aishah,Iris and Kenneth. Lol-ed alot at the pics we tooked at Iris's Voideck.

Monday 18th May @ When Timmie and Stevie came to find Fiqqie at work:D

Kamsa Hamnida!

Labels: Pictures, selca

Wanted to upload all the pics i taken this past few weeks but sumting's wrong wit either my com or camera. IF i'm feeling more patient tmr, i'll try to upload it again.

Its my off day again today and i rotted at home -_-". Every tuesday and thursday would be my off day and i would plan to meet up wit frends but i would just feel lazy when the day comes.lolx

I mean, i'm lazy to do my hair, fret over wat to wear and put on make-up(ahem..if you noe wat i mean:D). I get to do that everytime i have to work and school so when there's a chance not to do it, why not?

Even if i were to go out, i rather hang out at my homies crib to chill. Dun even ask me to travel all the way to Town unless there's a special thang going on there dat is not available elsewhere. Plus, like i said before, Town is a bore now, Simply to over-rated by Teens-a-gers.heh

Sumting random: everyting i blog bout is totally according to wat i'm feeling dat particular moment and i'm not the type to still tok bout my blog post over and over again, may it be sumting happy or sad. So dun keep on asking me bout the tings i previously blog bout.

I hate those days when i feel ugly! SUPER UGLY!.!.! Sumtimes i just can't help but to condemn myself. When i look at the mirror i would be like" Omg, why must you be so ugly and fat! ur pores makes you look super old..No wonder ur single"....Sigh

I'm the type dat gets jealous easily. I can't help noticing why others are super leng chai while i'm not. Why their lives are super easy while mine is not. You know, making comparison of the tings i dun have rather than comparing wat i do have.

Seriously, can you blame me? I'm super sure all of you has atleast experience tis b4. Feeling the most down dat you just wish to hide at home and take a paper bag and hide ur face in it. Sumtimes i just wish dat i can peel of the top layer of my skin to reveal sumbody better. Yes, dats how intense i am.

I'm just feeling emo at nite i guess?haha. Will feel better tmr:D And ooh, working Morning Mid(9 30-8) tmr at isetan scotts..

Kamsa Hamnida!

Labels: comparison, random, ugly

I hate how my relatives are so super hypocritical...

In front of me they would be like "Omg! you've changed. New hair colour i see...I could'nt recognise you, lets take pics.." etc. Behind me the bitches in them would be saying" Omg, have you seen how he changed? He is like so snob now, always speaks english only" dat kinda ting.

Like i said on my previous posts, i took special off on Saturday the 9th to attend my cousin's son first month celebration cum her own birthday celebration as well. On friday went over as my mum wanted me to help them in any way i can. Its called "rewang" meaning doing stuffs like cutting up of the raw food and so on hand in hand.

Felt awkward at frst to go as it has been like wat? a month or so since i last gathered with my relatives. Of coz some of their frst impression of me are quite sarcastic. "Wa, long time no see. Grown more handsome hor."etc.. Maybe it was genuine praises but it came across as sarcastic? or izit just me?haha..

I admit dat recently its hard for you to hear me speaking in Malay as i'm used to conversing in either English or Mandarin in my work place. So they would be like "wa, just came back from London? Ate too much cheese izit?" Dat kinda sarcastic comments.

They also expect me to like help in washing the dishes maybe bcoz i used to be helpful in doing dat kinda stuff but seriously, the little boy has grown up. Face it! I'm no longer the little ignorant boy dat would do almost everyting people would ask me too. I can stand up for myself now.

Ok str8 to the point, its not tis sarcastic comments watsoever dat makes me angry wit my relatives but it was wat i heard from my mum. I actually got to know bout it since last week but just had no time to blog bout it.

My mum told me dat some of my relatives told my grandma dat i put on thick make-up. I used compact powder, blue eye shadow and eye liner. Seriously! wats wrong wit them?

I din fucking put on blue eye shadow ok. Neither did i put on eye liner. Why would i wanna emphasise my eyes anymore when its oready damn big?!?!

Can't you guys like ask me when you guys see me? WHy only tok bout it behind my back? Since you guys like toking bout me or my family, let me clear tis up.

I put on Acne concealer wich is for coverage for my pimples and at the same time a treatment for it
I had eye concealer on and FYI, when it oxidise and i never touch up, it would be a lil blue-ish.

Seriously use ur fucking peanut size brain? You people put on make-up too and should know better. Which rules states dat guys can't put on light make-up to cover up watever tings they wanna cover?

If you guys tink its wrong, seriously you guys have orthodox tinking!.!.

Enough is enough lor, i dunnoe why my relatives like targeting my family to tok bout. Maybe bcoz my mum is just too quiet and would never tok bout them. My mum may be quiet but dun expect me to be quiet too...

Since you guys like complaining bout my family to Grandma, why dun i follow suit? How bout starting on

Who i saw ur husband behaving intimately with at nite?
How many thousand dollars you had to spent on ur previous lover?
And ooh! and maybe how bout how many big tattoos ur daughter have on her body
Dun 4get the juiciest one! How many time have you been to the doctor to have your daughter abort the poor little innocent infant?

If you guys seriously wanna me do dat, bring it on. I have nuting to lose. keep on talking bout me anyway coz i believe 'You are a nobody till your talked about' and dat makes me a sumbody now thanks to you guys:D

p/s:Dun fucking ask me not to blog bout family matters on my blog coz its my own little space and i can do watever i fucking want on it=P

p/s: I'm not angry anymore, just feeling bitchy:D xoxo youknowyouloveme

Kamsa Hamnida!

Labels: bitchy, gossips, relatives

Conclusion: Shiseido's black mask is better than Kose's. It really removes more impurities compared to Kose's. I felt super satisfied after peeling off dat piece of ~~shit~~ sheet and seeing alot of tings on it. Lol, ok i'm exaggerating. Its not really alot of tings la but you can atleast see the white/black heads on it. Worth a try if ur willing to stand the smell and the painfullness when peeling off the mask:D

I'm super bad!! I purposely did not go work today. Posted at Tangs level 2 for mid-shift(12-8)where a promotion area is situated there. Heard dat alot of part-timers purposely take MC if they are posted there.haha. For me, i purposely did not appear for work coz i'm overworked and i would be at dat small counter by myself. People who know me will know dat i need to tok no matter where i am. Not forgetting dat i need to sing to irritate my colleagues too.haha.

Until 2, my RME(supervisor) has yet to call me so i toght dat the Tangs ppl at main counter din care if there is anyone at the promo area and did not call her. Skali arnd 2 15 she msged me. Her name is Felicia.

Felicia: U haven reach tangs yet ar

Me: In e morn i sent u msg oready sayng dat i need go sch last min

Felicia: Huh i din get ur msg

Me: I msged u arnd 8 in e morn. In sch now(purposely typed in sch now coz i din want her to kol me.lol)

Felicia: Is there any chance u can make it after class? Cas i dont have spare ppl to cover u

So how?? wat shld i reply her.lol. I dun really mind going now since i've had enuf rest but just the toght of having to dress up and to travel all the way to orchard makes me tired again.haha. Plus, i have no "kaki"(close company) there.

On the other hand, i dun wanna make life difficult for my RME coz she's actually a nice person. Well out of all part-timers, she is oni good to a few and i'm one of them coz we basically say yes to her every request.

Cas you see, Felicia is a bimbo actually. She would say yes when we msg her dat we wanna take off tmr for example, then when tmr not enuf ppl. She will kol us and say why we never come work and all.lol. So knowing dat, i purposely use the i msged you in the morn trick coz i know she would be tricked. She oways do tings last min one.

Like last week, she msged me at 12 30 in the morn of wed asking me to work the same day itself later on at Expo. Previously, she msged me at 2 30 asking me to come to Raffles City to work afternoon shift on a Saturday. The worst ting is, afternoon shift starts at 2 30 itself.haha

She is still a nice lady la, seldom scold ppl or me atleast but her msg would only be more fancy and super nice if she needs a last min request.hha. Otherwise, it would be a plain msg and its hard for us to differentiate wether she's asking a qs or asking us to do it.

I replied to her previous msg oready

Me: I finish sch late and i still need to travel back home to chng

Lol, dats the most i could tink of.

If she really gives up on trying to persuade me to go work coz she knows i'm soft-hearted and would give in, it would mean i have 2 Off days!! yea!.! Actually not realy good news la since ytd was my Off day but i went to work coz not enuf manpower.

Requested Off tmr coz it would be my cousin's Birthday celebration cum her son's first month b'day. Have not seen this precious gem of hers since he was born on March so i must atleast take off tmr rite. However have to rush of to Vivocity arnd 2+ to accompany my colleague to eat coz i know he would not eat unless sumone accompanies him lor. Soh hai! He even threatened me to come look for him:( lol

Ok gonna finish watching Boys over flowers today(i noe i'm super slow) and read all the korean gossips later on.:D

Sayonara..

Kamsa Hamnida!

Labels: boys over flowers, kose, shiseido, vivocity